Day three look at me!!!!, had a chat to gabriele on cht tonight and i've gambled again for three months and not lost much, had a good run and seen friends again so i think i can tighten up my reigns and go on a no gambling streak again. It will take a lot of effort especially as im still not drinking. I will need o focus on different activities other than work and gym this time. It might be tough going to the pub as i went on fruit machin last time i was there so i think for the next two months ill just pass on pubs and watch bt sport for football. Start of the weekend and almost went out to a poker game but stayed strong, i think it will just tke a month or so of saying no for the habbit to kick in and the friends to get used to not inviting me again. Over and out.
Another successful non gambling day. Woke up early, done some diy, went for a drive, went to the gym, looked into internet dating so i can get back on the scene, sent some messages to potential nice women in my local area, had dinner, washed up, now going to look at my spreadsheet for budgeting for the month. Off to watch footy next saturday which should be good fun. Not looking forward to the challenge of not gambling next week but got to start somewhere and this is where i am at. over and out
well im on day five again, succeeding at life, enjoying my weekend off work, looking forward to the footy next week!!!! champions league is back. I feel that thi year has been successful for me as I have remained gamble free for the majority of the year and almost made it to the year mark. My health for work has been significantly better and I am enjoying the fruits of being healthy and not putting myself in stressful situations. I have taken a step back from the gym sessions for no real reason (just been tired after work), I feel I should look at my diet in order to lose a bit of weight and tone up, someone at work is starting a weight watchers group and I might join, im not that overweight but struggle to lose anything. I feel if I look at stopping snacks or just keep myself to just having a couple a week then I should see the benefits. over and out
so this time last week I hit a hurdle and went to poker!! This is week is no different I'm sitting at home itching to go, I really don't know why i can watch the game at home and will be getting a better view of it at home than at the pub poker table. I guess this is the sticking point of where i can get to with this recovery.