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holycrosser
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Another day survived and the earlier urges in the week have gone, ive been settled today.

 

Roll on the weekend , good day today.

 
Posted : 19th September 2019 5:39 pm
holycrosser
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Day 195

Interesting test ahead today, do as I planned and I will be fine

 
Posted : 20th September 2019 4:21 am
Detrimental
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Posted by: holycrosser

Day 195

Interesting test ahead today, do as I planned and I will be fine

That sound intriguing - what's the test? I'm sure you'll be fine -  195 days and rolling.

 
Posted : 20th September 2019 8:42 am
holycrosser
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Posted by: Detrimental
Posted by: holycrosser

Day 195

Interesting test ahead today, do as I planned and I will be fine

That sound intriguing - what's the test? I'm sure you'll be fine -  195 days and rolling.

I’m at the races today with work.

 
Posted : 20th September 2019 11:03 am
holycrosser
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day 196 begins

Going to the races without money and watching the customers have a good time was all I needed , as I expected planning that made me not twitch at all Had a great time, drunk but no stress betting 

Today me n the mrs will head off somewhere nice as it's a sunny day 

 
Posted : 21st September 2019 4:29 am
Detrimental
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Posted by: holycrosser

day 196 begins

Going to the races without money and watching the customers have a good time was all I needed , as I expected planning that made me not twitch at all Had a great time, drunk but no stress betting 

Today me n the mrs will head off somewhere nice as it's a sunny day 

Well done mate. Great to see it through and a good time to boot!

Enjoy the sunshine.

 
Posted : 21st September 2019 9:29 am
holycrosser
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Another Saturday survived, not one inkling to gamble, spent nothing too as I need to watch the pennies 

 
Posted : 21st September 2019 8:09 pm
holycrosser
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Day 197 begins.im up early as I went to bed early.

Sleeping has been rubbish of late. Got bad back pain too which isn't helping. Life goes on, its fast approaching my moment of truth, survived the races and another Saturday but drinking way too much, it was free Friday and the OH paid yesterday so no money spent at all . 

I hope in the future I never go back to the old me, Gamstop is a massive help to me, going into bookies just doesn't appeal to me but is my only poison in the future.The online blocks have saved me on about 10 occasions, I'm not one for casinos weirdly, going to the races would be a rarity so my future looks better , online gambling is killing folk.

Stay strong , dont gamble

 
Posted : 22nd September 2019 3:49 am
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Stay strong! You got this!! 

 
Posted : 22nd September 2019 11:38 am
holycrosser
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Posted by: MissP

Stay strong! You got this!! 

Thank you, dont think I will ever have this but I won't ever go back to that out of control gambler I once was 

 
Posted : 22nd September 2019 1:15 pm
holycrosser
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Day 198 and again I'm awake early.

Stuff on my mind, a few gambling thoughts late yesterday but thankfully nothing to report.I swear that the races Friday triggered today off.Walked the urge off , talked myself round , lots of sport on tv too, gonna go sport cold turkey for 2 weeks to help.

Busy work week ahead. 

 
Posted : 23rd September 2019 3:19 am
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Sailing uncharted seas in waters that look murky

Our hero's kept his course and announced I'm "Sport Cold Turkey"

Rocky shores and Sirens won't stand in this man's way

Holycrosser's good and strong .... hip-hip  hip-hip  hooray

 

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Posted : 23rd September 2019 3:37 am
holycrosser
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Posted by: Redeemer

Sailing uncharted seas in waters that look murky

Our hero's kept his course and announced I'm "Sport Cold Turkey"

Rocky shores and Sirens won't stand in this man's way

Holycrosser's good and strong .... hip-hip  hip-hip  hooray

 

Lol, no idea but I chuckled 

 
Posted : 23rd September 2019 12:34 pm
holycrosser
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Day 199

Out with my boss today so no chance of gambling. 

 

 
Posted : 24th September 2019 5:14 am
holycrosser
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I said I’d always be honest

 

end of it all, back to counting tomorrow, don’t ask, devastatingly sick.

idiot

 
Posted : 24th September 2019 8:46 pm
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