Had a great day out shopping with my OH, never ever gave gambling a thought, she thought it was great and loves the “new” me, this hang up of having to win back everything I spend is my undoing but I’m learning that it ok to spend money like normal people.....this weekend has been the most chilled for a long time, proving that planning stuff around gambling times is a great way of keeping me occupied.loved it all.no gambling at all and never once had the urge, I pray I can beat this.
Another day gambling free.today and tomorrow I have my boss with me at work so the triggers through the day will 100% not happen...I.e. go to betting shop.one common theme as I read through the diaries is how easy it is to relapse just when you think we have cracked this.the mind plays games, the temptations are everywhere for gambling. Thankfully online is a no go now, best thing I did.coming up to pay day, all my bills are planned and there will be money spare.not one penny will go on gambling, my new life can live for now on what little I have.Some people can't *** that 3-4 years of paying back debt and staying free is a long old time, patience is tough but it's the only way .It's hard but that's the reality.30 years it took me to get here, 4 years and I will be fully free to enjoy and repair.im in it for the long haul because the other choice is to lose everything.everything.no thanks
Hey dude thanks for dropping some some kind words on my diary the other day. Well done for smashing 15 gamble free days. Like you've mentioned above patience is the key. When I first started my diary I couldn't wait to rack up GF days and now I'm GF for 423 days. Just keep doing what you're doing mate the future is bright. We take one day at a time. All the best dude. Take care.
Another loan paid off today and no temptation to go and blow it in the bookies, the absolute need to finally HAVE to stop is proving a great driving force, all my bills are paid and I’m left with what I thought I would be, I can survive and another month is paid off debt, I’ve also not added to the debt now for 17 days, today I haven’t and will not gamble