I never been so serious about quitting!

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Neversurrender
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Day 158

Hello Diary !

it’s been almost 3 weeks since I last visited you , life has been awesome ! 158 days gambling free ? Really ? I am living the dream.I have more time to spend with my Partner And our children! My promotion and partner’s promotion has made a difference and we’re both doing well ! Focusing on our next stop which is getting a second property . I am just here to spread positivity ! 

@Charlieboy - thanks for reading 🙂

NEVERSURRENDER 🙂

 
Posted : 27th September 2020 10:58 am
(@charlieboy)
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I'm feeling that positivity bouncing out !! Keep on going use good fortune for things that matter...family...relationships....home and always keep the demon away. Neversurrender is a good strong positive name !!

 
Posted : 27th September 2020 1:12 pm
Neversurrender
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Day 184

6 months and 1 day GAMBLE FREE ! yesssss letssss goooo ! Today is a good day 🙂 , Going to make an appointment with the BANK for a mortgage principle.  Taking my kids out for a meal 🙂 . My partner and I have had weekly dates ! And we are all so much happier 🙂 

Neversurrender

 
Posted : 23rd October 2020 7:46 am
Neversurrender
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Day 201

Over 200 days gambling freeeee ! Yeyyy the best i’ve done for the last 10 years ! Happy days ! 

Partner And I managed to get a mortgage decision in principle and our bank account is looking pretty tasty 🙂 not far from six figures savings. 

life is beautiful and living the moment . I have to remember that i did not just stopped gambling , i am still on active recovery . It’s just a bet away from insanity , even a penny would ruin me .

thanks for reading ashley.

Neversurrender

 
Posted : 9th November 2020 8:46 am
Forum admin
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Good morning Neversurrender,

Congratulations on being over 200 days gamble free, that's a great landmark and it's so good to hear your life is going so well.

Look forward to reading further updates and appreciate you sharing the good news.

Best wishes

ChrisK

Forum Admin

 

 

 
Posted : 9th November 2020 11:23 am
Sassaman
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Well done, Sir.

Your line, "It’s just a bet away from insanity , even a penny would ruin me." resonates with me. 

Regards

 
Posted : 9th November 2020 12:50 pm
Neversurrender
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Day 214

7 good months of no gambling ! Thanks admin and sassaman for reading my progress.

Hopefully in a month or so i’ve got more good news to share as long as i stay focused 🙂

Have a wonderful day everyone ! 7 months i can’t believe it ! 

Neversurrender

 
Posted : 22nd November 2020 11:21 am
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Hi never, just read ur diary and it makes for great reading.  U got it right straight from the off.  Well done...  Adam

 
Posted : 17th December 2020 11:22 pm
Neversurrender
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Day 244

8 months Gambling Free today ! Longest and cleanest i have been for the last decade. Our mortgage dream is moving forward and probably 2 months left until it is all completed. My mental health and everything in general is just super relaxed. Im just here to inspire and spread positivity.

@Adam123 thanks dude , appreciate it :).

Neversurrender

 
Posted : 22nd December 2020 8:12 pm
Neversurrender
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Day 260

Just here to say I'm still gambling free and will stay like this a day at a time.  Lots of challenges but will not let it beat me.

Neversurrender

 
Posted : 7th January 2021 12:10 pm
(@charlieboy)
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Well done neversurrender, like me you've got it now gambling is never the answer to challenges and lifes hard patches, it makes things worse. Just one day at a time best way to take it forward it will always be there but with hard work as can keep it away. Keep yourself grounded remember what it was like at the beginning I use it as a healthy reminder that going back there would be catastrophic for me. Stay strong

 
Posted : 7th January 2021 12:43 pm
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Dear Neversurrender, 

This is fantastic, well done. It's great to hear you sounding so positive; thank you for keeping us updated and no doubt motivating others on the forum too.

Wishing you all the best,

Helen

Forum Admin

 
Posted : 7th January 2021 12:48 pm
Sassaman
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Posts: 19
 

Well done, Sir.

 
Posted : 12th January 2021 12:02 pm
Neversurrender
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Day 284

It’s not been an easy journey getting where I am right now but I’m really proud of what I’ve become. These past couple of weeks had been very challenging . COVID positive results in my household and getting trapped for a long period of time but still not even contemplated to gamble. I am still an addict and will always be. I wont waste everyone’s time by throwing in the towel. We are also very close to getting our dream house. For our kids for our future and for living a peaceful life, i would always say I am just a gamble away from insanity.

@charlieboy,admin & sassaman thank you for reading and for all the support.

-Neversurrender

 
Posted : 31st January 2021 11:26 am
Neversurrender
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Day 300

300 days !!!!!!!!  Yesssss!!! 

all good news really ! We’ve also managed to complete our house exchange of contract yesterday so so happy about life right now.

we are going to be owners to a 5 bedroom detached house 🙂

Life can change , don’t ever gamble again friends.

Neversurrender

 

 
Posted : 16th February 2021 4:35 pm
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