i felt I needed to start a fresh one 15 days into my second attempt.
so, I can now draw a line in the sand, my tax money is there if I need it, it will be hard but there’s still a chance it will be paid for me but I won’t hold my breath , at least now I know I can pay it and I know what I have to do.
im a bit OCD and need structure, as you will read from my previous diary I can’t take stress and it leads to me gambling.Wedding done and paid, tax bill sorted I’ve now a clear run at this .
ive now no excuses to fail, a 3 year journey roughly to be debt free, loans on lower interest rates and cards with frozen rates, it’s all mapped out, be good at work and keep my nose clean and it’s sorted.
NO EXCUSES NOW, THIS IS WHAT I WANTED
IT ONLY WORKS IF I DONT GAMBLE, THATS THE KEY
so a new diary, my time, my time to fight back.