Diary of boo radley

That murlo is the most perfect end to a perfect evening.. 

Will diary tomorrow...My hands ache with applauding... It did not disappoint... 

What a great musical.. Buddy.. Thank you for the music.. 

Night and bless all 

Boo ???

Wonderful boo, so lovely to read. Nite n bless ?

Wednesday morning. 

Woke from a fair sleep. Had a lovely night out and have the same to do again only 1p.m Cinema to see Emma and 8pm out at sisters tonight...

So without bei ng arrogant I may not be in chat today but my P. A.s murlo, drama or russ have my permission to say just in case someone notices..

I  was thinking yesterday since stopping gambling the things I have managed to do, 

Reached two milestones, approaching 3rd. 

Had kitchen flooring. 

2 new windows. 

Christmas without feeling I could have gambled money. 

Saved and still saving plan in action. 

Done a few jigsaws.. 

3 theatre trips. 

New kettle. 

I've done  these without thinking the money could have gone to the casino.. Because to be truthful everything was bottom of the good chain line.. Gambling was paramount..  I hope that every one reaches there personal milestone and recovery is as easy as it can be.. 

Recovery my definition for today.. 

Imagine having a large book and placing it on a table until it opens halfway equally.. Out of those pages come flying out birds, butterflies, sounds, sights, smells, beautiful memories, you hear your name called.. In other words connecting again with life again.. I said when I first here that gambling made me feel like I was always stuck in winter.. Happy to say for the first time In a long time that feeling has passed.. 

Today I will not gamble.apologies for the rambling today but that's how the mind of Boo feels today.. 

Enjoy your day.. Thank you to everyone who has been with me thus far on my journey. Diary and chat. Gamcare thank you as always 

Boo 

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Morning Boo,

What a lovely post to read this morning.  I love the book analogy, so wonderful to feel how you are healing little gem. It sounds like you have another great day ahead. We will miss you in chat but it is lovely to know it is because you will be doing things for you. Have a lovely day ?

Yes and the same back to you also but the big screen and popcorn it must be and family connections etc..  Trusting your friend has an easy day.

Thanks 

Boo ???

Well a nice day spent at the cinema. I do like a good period drama..

Home then sisters.. Bro in law looks so much better.. 

Felt a twang of sadness, an innocent revelation about dad meeting step sisters mum. Think after it was said sis realised.. It was to do with dad being at a Buddy Holly concert in Liverpool. I'm no great mathamatician but can work out dates..  That doesn't tug actually I wonder if he even held me as a baby.. 

I'm going to  have to room 101 stuff.. It doesn't do to dwell.. I have too many positives and have Come too far on my gf journey to let emotions relapse..

I'm ok... Got meet the girls tomorrow.. I'll run the feelings away.. Not going to let it spoil a good day anyway. 

I'm sure it's a milestone tomorrow with mixer tomorrow..

Anyway might and bless all 

Boo ???

G'nite Godbless to you Boo. 

I hold you in a group hug with all our Gamcare crew. We have you pal. 

You get some rest and we'll catch up tommorow. 

We love you. 

Drama x

I second that ?

Posted by: Murlo

I second that ?

She didn't even typo! She 100% loves you Boo! 

I know... Share the love... Chat is becoming like the love boat... Thanks all.... 

Boo 

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Posted by: DramaLlama

Posted by: Murlo

I second that ?

She didn't even typo! She 100% loves you Boo!

? I  love you both 100% ?

I have no idea what I just did there. Sorry for making your diary messy Boo ? 

nite n bless ?

You've made it unique... ????

You are just too kind boo ??

You are the Banksy of diaries.. 

Night all 

Boo ???