I’ve stopped again for 3 weeks so far, determined this will be the last time, got all the blocks in place this time. Funny thing is I don’t feel like gambling at all, but knowing I can never do it again is what i’m struggling with.
Anyway, my post is about hurting a mate when drunk as he got close to my addiction and my reaction was to have a go at him as I was scared at being discovered and hated myself so tried pushing him away. Did the same with my girlfriend.
This was the wake up call I needed to finally get the help to finish for good. I have counselling for gambling but also depression as it’s taken it’s toll on me this time.
My question is, will my mate understand as he doesn’t seem to think addiction can make you act in that way? I’ve been honest with everything and my struggles, but not sure he can see it from my point of view, i’d never deliberately be nasty and was more about punishing myself then him.
My girlfriend understands and has been brilliant which has helped me push forward the last week or so when it was a big struggle. Will beat it this time.
Hi,
Well done for putting blocks in place. Clearly you care about your friend. Perhaps show him the forum posts, then it is not just your perspective, but many others. We are pleased to hear you are getting the help you need.
Keep going!
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