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San15

Member since:
31.05.2018

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I came here back in 2013
"In the search of sunrise"

I haven't gambled for

2

days

Date Post
19-02-2019 Hi CJ,    Thank you for your unconditional support.   I see the viewing went well huh...dear oh d…
18-02-2019 Hey girl!   My lovely soldier :-) seems like we spoke yesterday, you never went far from my heart. …
18-02-2019 Oh dear diary,   So wish I had a voice and won't need to be filtered...even if I know the t&c t…
18-02-2019 So day 1.   Extremely difficult emotions. Restless sleep which is expected. Strangely I mentioned i…
18-02-2019 Hi there...you sound very familiar to someone i spoke few years ago....sho always started sentence w…
17-02-2019 Oh CJ..very kind of you - thank you :)   My girl is my world. Whoever says dog is just a dog - can …
17-02-2019 Okkk..... so went and played on slots. Site not on Gamstop and anyway, if you want to achieve someth…
17-02-2019 I have scratch card now and then. Until it becomes a problem, i dont count it as slip or me being "a…
17-02-2019 Dear diary,   Feel strange last couple of days. Noticing a lot stronger urges and probably think ab…
16-02-2019 (((((((((((((((SA))))))))))))))) xx …
15-02-2019 Hi Clare,   Have you got any blocks in place? They truly help on moments of weakness.   Well done …
15-02-2019 Dear diary,   I can honestly say I'm rising with the sun! Figuratively speaking of course as I only…
14-02-2019 Take two...   Hello diary,   Very challenging day yesterday which left me sleepless and crying mos…
11-02-2019 Hi diary,   Pulled into the drive today and looked up at upstairs window. A little ear & and cu…
10-02-2019 Hi diary,   So been a long day, not long got in and feel emotionally and physically drained. So muc…
09-02-2019 Hi diary,   Been very thoughtful about recovery today. Also lacked motivation to get on with my day…
09-02-2019 Amazing news Sarah! Can see how much better you feel already :-) Very happy for you - keep smiling! …
09-02-2019 Thanks Stephen :)   Dear diary,   Just how much it takes to trigger me off huh. Even one word is e…
08-02-2019 So it took me to read few posts to go completely ballistic! We all have opinions on the ways to deal…
08-02-2019 Salamander,   I read your posts and cannot get my head round why you're so bitter towards counselli…
08-02-2019 Afternoon diary,   Another good set of hours sleep and I am ready to tackle another day! Ironing do…
08-02-2019 So gone weekend I gave a nasty scare to my sis. I supposed to come back to her shelter after my shif…
07-02-2019 Counselling has helped me a lot. Yes I gambled afterwards..why? I didn't listen to the advice and di…
07-02-2019 That was brilliant news to hear on chat Stace!   Please don't worry about tomorrow. I doubt it can …
07-02-2019 Good to speak to you Sarah :)    You're doing incredibly well and I'm am very inspired with your j…
07-02-2019 Ps. It was AMAZING to catch up with old good friends from here Carla & DF. Cant believe it's bee…
07-02-2019 Hi Joseph and welcome to GC,   Great first steps taking in joining this site and opening up. The ro…
07-02-2019 Hi Stephen,   Just coming by with well wishes and a warm hug.. trying to think of any songs present…
07-02-2019 Whoop whoop Gazza- keep up good work :-) …
07-02-2019 Hi SA   Read your post and nodded along (food one included!..I had a right feast last night followi…
07-02-2019 Hi old friend..good to be missed ;-)   So had few techies over this end and made myself realise how…
29-01-2019 Hey SA... thanks & reposted :-)   So had some good sleep. To be honest that's all I did for the…
29-01-2019 Yo SA!   Your post was like sun ray in my cloudy day so thank you. It made me chuckle actually. You…
28-01-2019 Hey Stace. Struggles are part of the journey. You're stronger than you think. Do it for yourself and…
28-01-2019 Ta Stace & Stephen, your comments are appreciated   I read my old diary today. Not if it has an…
27-01-2019 08:45 27/01/2019   When darkness is pushed away by the day And sun rays are coming out to play The …
26-01-2019 Diary,   Feeling awful today. Physically and emotionally. Physically, ..Almost all colleagues has f…
25-01-2019 Hi diary,   Another breather between the shifts and I wonder why I never sleep when I have an oppor…
25-01-2019 Hi SA...   You must look after yourself. As soon as you start doing that the rest will start fallin…
24-01-2019 Thanks Stace xx I hope you're well   Diary,   Back home to lil girl's loving paws! God, i so love …
20-01-2019 Hi diary,   Not very good day even if i did all the rights things trying to keep occupied. Again, u…
19-01-2019 Thanks Stephen and Freda :) Yes, i guess moderation is working both ways. Since I cannot "restrain" …
19-01-2019 Hi F,   I did post to you earlier this week also. You may not see my posts immediately so please lo…
18-01-2019 Hi Stephen,   Thank you for the post. You may not see my posts immediately but please look back bec…
18-01-2019 Ps. What an amazing woman Tara Brach. The meditation truly surprised me and washed over with calm th…
18-01-2019 Hi diary,   Another day off and almost recovered from sleep deprivation. ..saying that I'm still in…
17-01-2019 Ok Stacey..I cannot put myself into your situation and cant even imagine what youre going through ..…
17-01-2019 Thank you hun, you're right that it's my diary & so my thoughts..I should let them flow freely r…
17-01-2019 Step by step to the right direction Stephen.    Glad to read you're keeping the diary.    All th…
17-01-2019 Well done on distracting yourself Stacey! Those little calm moments means a lot and we should apprec…

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05-10-2018 Just an ordinary day..