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robf

Member since:
29.04.2010

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Happiness does not come from a bet, especially a winning one.

I haven't gambled for

904

days

Date Post
20-06-2018 Hi Diary No gambling since my last post. Some changes on the horizon. In a couple of weeks I finally…
18-06-2018 Duncs, The past few posts from your diary are everything that this site and recovery should be about…
05-04-2018 2 years gamble free today. 730 days, 17520 hours, 1051200 minutes. I have been trying my best to hat…
26-02-2018 Thank you Wilsy and Paul. Just about keeping my head above water, no gambling but been close again. …
19-02-2018 Not in a good place at the moment. One of my many character flaws is when i am down and feeling bad …
12-02-2018 Good Captain Be still You must feel how the heart is broken Before it can heal …
10-02-2018 Thank you S. I know you get where I am coming from in regards to intimacy so your post means alot x …
09-02-2018 Hi Louis Great to read you are well and you are still following your values. I still read the act bo…
08-02-2018 Hi Paul Glad you are still posting and dumping on your diary. For the abstinence vs recovery, thats …
07-02-2018 Hi Freda Just wanted to say how much i enjoy and look forward to your updates on your diary. I reall…
07-02-2018 Hi diary, Its been awhile. Still gamble free but had some rough months and feel like i am finally cl…
18-01-2018 Hi Duncs Stop trying to be the big man. Its likely you wont see the bike again. Did you deserve it? …
16-01-2018 Hi Duncs Someone sent me this yesterday. Cycle of Addiction Pain external substance/activity tempora…
23-08-2017 I think people are thinking I don't approve of not gambling if you are a compulsive gambler. I'm not…
23-08-2017 "The contrast couldn't be greater in my opinion: gambling, especially the way we gamble, leads to co…
22-08-2017 Seeing as I am over 500 days I would be classed as a guru accordingly to your scale. I am far from s…
13-08-2017 Most forum users are in the complete grip of addiction and shouldn't be used as a bench mark to what…
13-08-2017 You don't need to rewrite the rulebook but just do a couple of things that otherwise would be harder…
13-08-2017 Your actions have consequences regardless of the issues and problems you are currently going through…
11-05-2017 Howdy Diary My how time flies. it’s been busy as usual in my life. Lots happening. Some updates th…
18-02-2017 Hi Sandra I get lonely too. I can be lonely in a room full of people, nevermind if I am actually on …
02-02-2017 Some good and bad news. Bad news I recently lost a childhood friend to cancer. They passed away last…
17-01-2017 Good to see you return Paul. I miss you around here. Not sure if this makes sense but will share it …
17-01-2017 Thanks Sandra. I am OK for now. To the question above.I take life too seriously. The rest are lies.…
15-01-2017 What are all these things and which one is the odd one out? 1. I first fell in love when I was 19. …
09-01-2017 I went two years without a bet and when I went back to gambling it felt like those two years were no…
08-01-2017 Hi Louis Great post as normal. Your post reminded me of this youtube video from a comedian, Louis CK…
08-01-2017 Hi Louis Most depressing experience ever?? Was it the online dating or was it the fact you were in H…
07-01-2017 If you had placed the bet you would of lost even if all three teams won.  From my experience these …
07-01-2017 In the pub. Not sure why as feeling pretty melancholy. Maybe I just wanted to be near people but som…
07-01-2017 I get very lonely at times to the point where it psychically hurts and I can feel it in my chest and…
15-12-2016 Stopping gambling was never enough for me. Like you I stopped for 18 months, paid debts off etc but …
10-12-2016 Change is hard. …
04-12-2016 Having a bad day. But thats all it is, a bad day. It might turn into a bad week or maybe longer but …
27-11-2016 I have been here in some kind of way for the past 5 years. I have started reading through my diary f…
07-11-2016 Thank you Sandra and LB. Had a bad day yesterday, sometimes you get these thoughts and feelings and …
06-11-2016 Need to vent, need my diary. Not pretty but need to get the negative out.  Feel useless and worthle…
29-09-2016 Thank you Freda, if the relationship has got you to that point then be thankful. Not every relations…
28-09-2016 Well I think you might of sensed it coming but that doesnt make it any easier. Sometimes we can get …
27-09-2016 Freda that was a fantastic post. I identifed with alot of it and completely understand that need to …
25-09-2016 Hi Louis The open mic sessions have been going great. I think at this stage I just worry about getti…
23-09-2016 Hello Diary Been awhile. So the past 3 months or so have been a wake up of some kind. I think hittin…
23-09-2016 Hi Paul First time I check my diary in days and you deliver a timely post. The past few months have …
28-08-2016 Still alive and still gamble free. A lot has happened. In a lot of ways I feel like I am finally com…
13-07-2016 I know what your dirty little minds are thinking ;) we got a twin room. Onwards to part two.. So its…
12-07-2016 Hello Diary Sorry for the lack of responses but I have had a combination of "throwing down the rolle…
26-06-2016 Hello World I have hit the big 4 0 today. Had a party last night in the local pub and although I enj…
23-06-2016 Another thing I wanted to bring up was I am currently pick someone up and drop them off when going t…
23-06-2016 Hi Diary I have one more day at work before I have a 2 week break. Much needed as currently I have h…
23-06-2016 Hiya Not quite a meatloaf song then which has its upside as I like to murder that song on karaoke. Y…

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