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Onwardsandupwards

Member since:
16.11.2016

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Came clean about my secret gambling life on the 18-11-2018 to my wife, family and friends. Now getting the right support and am taking the first steps on my road to recovery.

The last day I gambled was on the
13-11-2018.

I haven't gambled for

32

days

Date Post
13-12-2018 Hi Adam, Thank you for your post on my diary. Well done for finding here and most of all coming clea…
13-12-2018     [quote=Sean1] Plan successfully executed, as soon as I got their I started to ‘feel unwell…
12-12-2018   Day 29 Been feeling very anxious today and it’s been hard to put my finger on what has been cau…
11-12-2018 Hi JLH,  Well done for being here. We can all relate and so many stories on here are so similar. Ju…
11-12-2018 Hi JLH,  Well done for being here. We can all relate and so many stories on here are so similar. Ju…
06-12-2018 Hi RA,   Almost getting to the end of another week that’s been gamble free so far. It’s crazy h…
04-12-2018 Hi ALN,   Thanks for your post the other week and sorry for the delay in my post. Your advice has b…
01-12-2018         [quote=RA1990]Day 19. No real cravings, but this is nothing new. I was never one to gamb…
01-12-2018 Morning All, Day 18 gf and feeling positive about my situation. It will be two weeks tomorrow since …
28-11-2018 Hi Sean, Well done on reaching 80 days. Will soon be at the big 100. Keep up the work and be very mi…
27-11-2018   Hi RA, Thanks again for your message. Here is the website for the dude who has the podcast and wh…
27-11-2018 Hi Ra,  Thanks for your post on my wall. It’s mean so much to know someone on here is looking out…
27-11-2018 Hi All, Two weeks today gamble free. What is different today until before? Everything is now out in …
27-11-2018   [quote=ALN]I'm sorry to say this but bail out isn't the best option and if you truly love your pa…
19-11-2018 Hi People, Thank you so much for your supportive posts. Today has been the worst day off my life. La…
19-11-2018 I’ve lost my wife the best person in the world and have destroyed our family. I’m a **** bag …
18-11-2018 Hi, So on Friday night I went downstairs with the intention of telling her and completely didn’t h…
16-11-2018 Thanks Sean for your positive message. I’m on day 3 now and even though it’s only the start I’…
14-11-2018 Hi Sean, A massive well done to how you have put a complete stop to your gambling ways. It sounds li…
24-12-2016 Major relapse on wednesday like an idiot. I need to put the blocks in place :(.  …
13-12-2016 Hi Saddi, Firstly congratulations on your first month gamble free. That's awesome and I hope you fee…
13-12-2016 Hi Captain, Hope your well mate. Not spoke since my first week on here. What a disaster that was. I …
11-12-2016     25 days has passed and going strong. I have now accepted my losses and moving forward. I have …
02-12-2016 Well two weeks have now past. The habit of instantly heading to the bookies when near one is slowly …
26-11-2016 Thank you for continued support and appreciate all your comments. You are completely right in what y…
24-11-2016 Hi MBA, Just been reading your diary and well done for your progress so far on tackling your addicti…
24-11-2016 First week over and it's been quite easy some days and very difficult others. Especially as it's fur…
18-11-2016 Hi Louis,  Thank you for honest and direct response. I know it's completely insane, but if I hold o…
17-11-2016     Hi everyone, Thanks for your encouraging messages and i know it's easy to get ahead of yoursel…