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New beginning

Member since:
28.02.2015

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To change my life :)

I haven't gambled for

49

days

Date Post
16-12-2018 A weekend gf!!!!! Feel great,I know it's only a small thing but it's another wee bit of success on a…
14-12-2018 Another day and still gf. Still early days but happy the way things are going along. Not much to say…
09-12-2018 Hey signalman thanks for your post. I agree with what your saying and to a degree I do live life to …
07-12-2018 Thanks for your post johnny57 I agree with what you're saying. Amongst the various quirks of playing…
06-12-2018 Funny the grand plans you make after a relapse. I'm going to save money,I'm going to go to the gym,h…
04-12-2018 Hi well done for taking these baby steps to recovery. I to have relapsed and have played out a thous…
04-12-2018 So I'm back on to report of a lapse. I tried to update my diary a few times a while back but was dur…
14-09-2018 Strange day today,finished work and had a few hours to kill before getting my son from nursery so ca…
13-09-2018 Quick post,no gambling today been pretty busy. Happy to see the day pass with no fobts and a quiet s…
12-09-2018 Decent day at work then home for a nice curry and a carry on with my son, my missus loves me winding…
11-09-2018 Decent day today back at work after some holiday time off. Good to get back into some sort of routin…
10-09-2018 Love this post! So much rings true! The point about it being the only constant in my life was true f…
10-09-2018 Hey A9 thanks for your kind words. I've self excluded, been to counselling etc in the past but if I'…
10-09-2018 Thought long and hard about posting today. There's no point lying about my gambling today. Truth be …
04-09-2018 So I'm still gf but struggling a little bit.I got paid so the thoughts of “just a small gamble can…
27-08-2018 Another weekend successfully navigated gamble free! :) so happy about this! Big test next week as my…
23-08-2018 Hi Leigh many thanks for your input and congratulations on my milestone.I have attempted recently to…
22-08-2018 50 days been and passed,happy boy! :) one day at a time x …
15-08-2018 Still hanging in there gamble free. Been busy so urges not to bad plus still feeling a sense of ange…
05-08-2018 So a decent weekend and still gf but it’s still not easy,feel like there’s an ongoing internal c…
31-07-2018 So payday today and nearly slipped up however I stayed gf.Feel kind of down as if I had gambled,stra…
29-07-2018 Still gf and still very happy with it. Had a few wee pangs but nothing major and was extremely happy…
24-07-2018 Hey samorgo thanks for stopping by,nice to hear your thoughts and advice.To be honest I think most o…
23-07-2018 So still gf and feeling pretty positive about the whole thing however I still feel the real challeng…
19-07-2018 Not much to report still gamble free just busy.One day at a time x …
17-07-2018 Another tough day dealing with insurance companies,garages etc felt angry and incredibly stressed bu…
16-07-2018 Still gamble free but life is really testing me at the moment :( my partners grandad is at deaths do…
14-07-2018 Another day gf :) one day at a time x …
13-07-2018 Not much to report apart from another day gf. I’ve been gambling for 26 years now but the fobt’s…
12-07-2018 Another day gamble free but still feeling a bit down at the moment just thinking about money etc fee…
11-07-2018 Another day gf working a lot at the moment it’s a nice distraction.Feeling a bit down about lack o…
10-07-2018 Another day gf :) slow progress but happy.One day st a time x …
09-07-2018 Another gf day and to be honest it was no probs at all as I was stuck in work most of it plus I don…
08-07-2018 Long day at work today didn’t get home till nearly nine.To busy and tired for gambling :) another …
07-07-2018 Good day today plenty going on with not a thought about gambling really.Even watched some horse raci…
07-07-2018 Early morning start and I’m off out a cycle to try and release some endorphins naturally instead o…
06-07-2018 No probs take as long as you need but remember where we are when your ready to talk.All the best  …
06-07-2018 Good day today,had to put money in the bank and it’s right next to my old regular bookies and didn…
05-07-2018 Urges,urges,urges! Still feel like gambling in the hope of getting some money to give me some breath…
04-07-2018 Decent day at work today followed by massive urges to gamble :( thankfully I didn’t as I came home…
03-07-2018 Can’t believe how close I came to going back to the bookies after only two days gf! Actually drove…
02-07-2018 Loving the positivity! Yeah I think we’re all better to be around when we’re not gambling.I foun…
02-07-2018 Hi I’ve been reading your diary and it’s honest humble and so very familiar. Sorry to hear about…
02-07-2018 Just had to go cap in hand to my sister to help with a few financial obligations I would struggle to…
02-07-2018 Woohoo the big 50 tomorrow and then focus on 100? You seem to be really determined and positive abou…
02-07-2018 Hey gambler nice open honest diary you’re doing great! The biggest thing we have to watch for us c…
02-07-2018 Well done keep up the good work but don’t get complacent.As soon as we think we’re doing well th…
02-07-2018 I guess all along I shouldn’t have been gambling no matter how small it was daft and just asking f…
01-07-2018 So it’s been some time since I’ve been on here and things have been going well.I started gamblin…
12-02-2017 So still haven't gambled after my small relapse and my gf time is still very much in its infancy but…

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