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Magnetism

Member since:
15.12.2017

Magnetism's profile

To help myself through recovery and hopefully share my story.

I haven't gambled for

144

days

Date Post
03-06-2018 Thanks Deidre, I appreciate your concern. However, something has clicked and that the money wont be …
02-06-2018 Day 2. Back to work...A good sign, my anxiety has magically lifted after trying a breathing techniqu…
01-06-2018 This morning... I phoned the operators about excluding me from the Bookies that I frequented for the…
31-05-2018 Well...It's day 1 again. After maxing out my credit card and losing all my Birthday money I feel lik…
13-05-2018 Very optimistic about this time... Depression seems to be lifting..I faced my fears I suppose and ev…
12-05-2018 Starting again. …
10-05-2018 I should have known better...A relapse today and it started with a scratch card...A horribble blow..…
08-05-2018 Back from hols, must admit feeling on edge..But manageable.  …
05-05-2018 I played the grabber at the shopping centre and lost one day. Then when I relocated I won on my firs…
28-04-2018 134  days. …
21-04-2018 TY Tommy..You'll get there... I'm such an emotional person and that is exactly what chronic gambling…
20-04-2018 126 days. The diary is a pastime. I ain't going back again. …
17-04-2018 Day 123, It's easy as 123... …
16-04-2018 I think my last post is an important one...Gambling really can destroy you! I have punished myself e…
15-04-2018   One thing for sure is, I have had major depression and seem to be moving on from it...The onset o…
12-04-2018 So, here I am on holiday.. I decided to take a peek at my diary. I come to realise that I have come …
07-04-2018 Thanks cookie... I must admit I have been tempted by the lure of trying to win the lottery lately.. …
23-03-2018 It probs will take 1 year to get over a significant trauma...On a better note-97 days gamble free! …
20-03-2018 Thanks lulu. 95 days... For me this has to be permanent. …
08-03-2018 Don't know what to say except, I'm finally understanding my mind much more. It is a complex piece of…
26-02-2018 Thanks sjwsjw I really appreciate other's posts! I can literally feel my brain coming back to life s…
25-02-2018 72 days. Keep up good work! Made flapjacks today from scratch. Messed it up and they turned out too …
22-02-2018 The bad stuff i have been through seems to bbe fading...I'm a lot happier recently! …
20-02-2018 Thanks Wilsy. Getting through this is tough... 67 days is something to be proud of! …
14-02-2018 61 days. Managed to change my diet and ward off most of the side effects from total abstinence. It's…
10-02-2018 Still going strong. …
09-02-2018 Thanks Sjwsjw, I have achieved something by doing nothing...That is the issue with gambling, you don…
03-02-2018 50 days. Nice I made it this far! Many more to come... …
31-01-2018 47 days, Hmm, today I felt like exposing myself to maybe a scratch card or lotto ticket. However, th…
29-01-2018 I realise that the decision part of my brain simply isn't functioning very well at the moment. I see…
28-01-2018 Thnks sjwjwj, Really appreciate the post's I receive from other member's of this forum. I am very in…
28-01-2018 Yesterday morning I had a tightness in my body which came about from a single stressful day at work.…
25-01-2018 41. Of course it's a vicious circle. Poor diet, gambling and  stress cycle all go around again and …
24-01-2018 40 days. I am certain that my diet played a key role in my depression which led to gambling. At leas…
20-01-2018 Well, I am 3 days into a diet of no meat or diary and I admit that I feel optimistic about it. Howev…
16-01-2018 Well, I checked my credit history and it doesn't look pleasant. I do have two things to say about it…
15-01-2018 Recovery for me, This time around it's definitely a life changing experience. The edge of the anxiet…
14-01-2018 Thanks for the post sjsjsj, I appreciate it! Someones said something to me yesterday that has struck…
12-01-2018 Good news today..I finally hve recieved some CBT from NHS (finally)...I am certain I will recover an…
12-01-2018 28 days, never expected to go through all of this...It has been a rollercoaster...The worst side eff…
10-01-2018 I have decided to smile more... Coping mechanisms help. Keep strong.   …
09-01-2018 When will the anxiety end? Is this withdrawal symptoms?... 24 Days and still getting anxiety,...Howe…
08-01-2018 I know my triggers, it's impatience. The same feeling you get when you adamantly want your money bac…
08-01-2018 Day 24. Still haven't got full health back. I believe it's lifestyle that needs a change. With regar…
05-01-2018 3 Weeks. 1st day back at work Was a wobbly day at work because I did raise some anxious thoughts. I'…
04-01-2018 Day 20. Twenty days. Something has clicked and I'm recovering from the panic attacks. I realise runn…
01-01-2018 Day 17. This year is going to be good... …
31-12-2017 Day 16. Closing the year down. HNY! …
31-12-2017 Hi. I read your thread and can relate to your post's. Just wanted to say that I too and many others …
30-12-2017 Another day closer to the end of a year that I am glad to see the back of. Moving forwards to better…

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15-12-2017 Stepping into tomorrow