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Magnetism

Member since:
15.12.2017

Magnetism's profile

To help myself through recovery and hopefully share my story.

I haven't gambled for

239

days

Date Post
05-08-2018 I read on sm1's diary from the begining that they couldnt wait to hit 500 days....I followed through…
03-08-2018 39 days. It feels like the person who gambled when I was fully immersed wasn't me? But the thing is …
02-08-2018 I have had lots of thoughts passing through my mind and decided not to jump on those thoughts becaus…
31-07-2018 36 days. Still a heck of an uphill trekk. …
30-07-2018 Back to work... …
29-07-2018 34 days. Time is flying forward now. Tomorrow I start a new job. Getting back on my feet will be goo…
28-07-2018 33 Days. 33 was my lucky number...I used to chase it a lot. Now it definitely is my lucky number bec…
27-07-2018 Ok, One thing that I thought I should write about is a form of balanced thinking. First of all I'm g…
27-07-2018 32. Day 32 and this morning I could finally feel my low mood and emotional baggage coming back. Howe…
26-07-2018 Well, it's 31 days since I decided to quit... My anxiety is actually lifting, the only time I get we…
17-07-2018 Thanks for listening SJW... It means ever so much to me when someone posts on my diary...It gives me…
16-07-2018 21 Days. Does anxiety come from gambling? Probably, coz seeing as i totally removed it- i'm graduall…
15-07-2018 20 Days. Today I have no thoughts about gambling. …
14-07-2018 Day 19. Had a coffee yesterday, made me irritable. Seriously have quit gamling though...For the very…
12-07-2018 Managed 17 days, Went through some tough days. Looking for work at the moment as I was released by e…
30-06-2018 Thanks Nonchaser, There really really and truly is a way out of this...I'm more determined than ever…
29-06-2018 Thanks Sjw. You are right, I realise that I do have issues at the moment and I am solving them from …
28-06-2018 I know I have beenaround the block with this story so many times. But I have handed my finances over…
27-06-2018 You can work through your anger! …
26-06-2018 I am always in financial ruin it seems. Even if I have money I know it isn't the type of money that …
26-06-2018 Hello, I registered with GAMstop too...Just to make sure I dont end up online gambling. Thanks for m…
26-06-2018 Hi, I totally understand aout the anxiety part. I cannot seem to shrug of my anxiety and have starte…
26-06-2018 Hi, can I join too..I'm day 1. …
26-06-2018 Day 1. I spoke to a couple of operators over the phone last night and am relieved to get some suppor…
25-06-2018 Hi, I was close to clearing debt too today and ended up losing everything again.  …
25-06-2018 Today has been such a beautiful day. Everyday is a gift....I am starting again, this time I will tak…
08-06-2018 Go out and grab your life... That's what I was told yesterday at a talk session. Opportunity is ever…
07-06-2018 One week. …
06-06-2018 Nothing really clicked this time..It's just that I'm tired..Absolutely fed up with gambling, like a …
05-06-2018 5 days. It's gone quickly...I just had clear thoughts about a gamble free future.Lastly, the cat is …
04-06-2018 Well, Today is another test..The money is still there, although I know it isn't mine! My mind is tel…
03-06-2018 Thanks Deidre, I appreciate your concern. However, something has clicked and that the money wont be …
02-06-2018 Day 2. Back to work...A good sign, my anxiety has magically lifted after trying a breathing techniqu…
01-06-2018 This morning... I phoned the operators about excluding me from the Bookies that I frequented for the…
31-05-2018 Well...It's day 1 again. After maxing out my credit card and losing all my Birthday money I feel lik…
13-05-2018 Very optimistic about this time... Depression seems to be lifting..I faced my fears I suppose and ev…
12-05-2018 Starting again. …
10-05-2018 I should have known better...A relapse today and it started with a scratch card...A horribble blow..…
08-05-2018 Back from hols, must admit feeling on edge..But manageable.  …
05-05-2018 I played the grabber at the shopping centre and lost one day. Then when I relocated I won on my firs…
28-04-2018 134  days. …
21-04-2018 TY Tommy..You'll get there... I'm such an emotional person and that is exactly what chronic gambling…
20-04-2018 126 days. The diary is a pastime. I ain't going back again. …
17-04-2018 Day 123, It's easy as 123... …
16-04-2018 I think my last post is an important one...Gambling really can destroy you! I have punished myself e…
15-04-2018   One thing for sure is, I have had major depression and seem to be moving on from it...The onset o…
12-04-2018 So, here I am on holiday.. I decided to take a peek at my diary. I come to realise that I have come …
07-04-2018 Thanks cookie... I must admit I have been tempted by the lure of trying to win the lottery lately.. …
23-03-2018 It probs will take 1 year to get over a significant trauma...On a better note-97 days gamble free! …
20-03-2018 Thanks lulu. 95 days... For me this has to be permanent. …

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15-12-2017 Stepping into tomorrow