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judy

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23.07.2012

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02-08-2018 A hug for you my lovely deserving friend! (((((SA)))))  …
30-07-2018     Fist bump!!  :-D   …
19-07-2018 Still struggling. Took down my day count because I was getting obsessed with it. Although I don't ga…
30-06-2018 Thanks Kelly I went to the appointment and had the test. Results are pending. I managed to get throu…
25-06-2018 Feeling like Charlie Brown on Christmas Eve. Screaming on the inside smiling on the outside just wis…
24-06-2018 Morning Diary, I'm up and ready for the day. The rest of the crew is still sleeping. There's a cool …
20-06-2018 Hi Diary, I'm having a hard time today. I'm stressing out about an upcoming medical test/appointment…
14-06-2018 Hi vidasvidas, And welcome to the diaries. Coming on here and starting a diary is a positive step in…
09-06-2018 It's been so long I couldn't find my diary. Here's hoping this is the right page. I check in from ti…
21-05-2018 Hi Ya Duncs, I have to agree with you whole heartedly. It has taken me years to understand that gamb…
14-05-2018 Page 6, has it been that long?  Time goes quickly. Yet, at times the hours hell, the minutes seem l…
27-04-2018 Howdy S.A., I'm afraid I have had my head up my own butt for so long now that I don't even remember …
26-04-2018 Hi ya Duncs, Uplifting post there and have to say the [email protected] [email protected] reference really raised a much ne…
19-04-2018 Dark Mood Alert! However, Facebook is probably a better place to go to surf the seemingly unending w…
13-04-2018 6+ months of abstinence doesn't make up for the years I sold my soul out and for all the times I lie…
11-04-2018 Thanks Kelly. In my heart I know I'm doing the right thing but tthe affirmation from my cyber pals a…
10-04-2018 Hey Paul, Reading and nodding in the affirmative.  I use my diary as a place to dump my thoughts go…
10-04-2018 Bless the beasts and the children. In this world they have no voice. They have no choice. Choice. Ta…
09-04-2018 Thanks Comrade! Yeah, it's funny how our lives run parallel on the diaries at times. I like Duncs ha…
09-04-2018 The work week:  I can already feel my chest tightening. My stomach churning. My thoughts swinging b…
07-04-2018 Hey Paul, and so I went with the momentum and put in my resignation for the end of this month. Boom!…
03-04-2018 Yo Diary, So, sheeeit brick showers are just a part of life and the difference today is I don't use …
31-03-2018 Hello cyber pal Paul! It was lovely hearing from you. A very happy Easter from us to you as well. So…
30-03-2018 190 days of abstinence has brought me greater financial freedom. The massive debts were cleaned up a…
29-03-2018 Feel like I need to come clean to myself. Bla blah feelings blah Easter chickens and 189 days... the…
29-03-2018 Hi Stephen, I wanted to thank you for taking the time to write on my diary. I struggle writing to ot…
29-03-2018 Thanks Duncs for your words and for taking the time to write on my diary.   Truth is, I don't alway…
27-03-2018 Hi, Forgive me if I've gotten this wrong but you sound like you are in a not so good place. I have b…
27-03-2018 Hi Oliver, Welcome to the forum. If you are serious about stopping you are going to need help. This …
27-03-2018 We don't win because we don't stop. It's the same every time. Sorry to repeat myself but there's a p…
27-03-2018 We don't win because we don't stop. Every time it's the same. …
27-03-2018 I'm feeling angry today. Maybe agitated is a better word. I'm impatient with the little things so la…
25-03-2018 Some strong urges today but I shoved back and they are all but gone now. The subconscious battle rag…
24-03-2018 I'm thinking that maybe recovery for me has been mostly learning about what it means to be fully hum…
19-03-2018 The shame vortex: I'm not worthy. I'm not good enough the way I am. I'm inherently bad... flawed, br…
18-03-2018 Must have picked up a virus last week. Feeling puny and weepy.  In front of the tv under a blanket …
17-03-2018   Howdy Diary, NOTE TO MYSELF:   Typical "addict" behaviors include but are not limited to refusin…
10-03-2018 Diary, for the first time in a long time I found myself romancing the punt. Just a taste I told myse…
05-03-2018 Thanks Duncs! Feel better friend. I wrote a post but it got lost. Oh well.. …
26-02-2018 Thanks all.. I've taken the week off! I figured after working through the late spring, all summer, f…
21-02-2018 Thanks all. I appreciate the support and encouragement. It's so true that none of us can get through…
19-02-2018 Hahahaha thanks Paul that definitely raised a smile! To add to my earlier list is OCD and perfection…
19-02-2018 Thank you Wilsy, you are very kind to take time out to post on my diary.  I just now realized that …
19-02-2018   Abstinence manages the gambling but, addiction is always going to be with me much like a chronic …
17-02-2018 Feeling stronger every day. Need to work on my aging body that I have really beaten to shite over th…
03-02-2018 So, the little ditty in my otherwise boom da boom da boom afternoon was a few extra items in the gro…
03-02-2018 Yes Diary, Was just mentioning to Paul this romancing the punt thing. When we get so far along in re…
03-02-2018 Hi Paul, I feel like I'm in a similar head space. Back in the day when booze was my nemesis, I remem…
01-02-2018   Kelly, lol, I have this image of you and a fly swatter hahaha.. And yes, my wild grey hair is oft…
25-01-2018 Morning Duncs, I was up pretty late last night texting with my brother. His father in law passed awa…

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