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itsbeenalonglongtime

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21.01.2018

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07-06-2018 The romance has never died despite the pain and despair felt. The good information, the value spotte…
06-06-2018 My brain did not lways function this way but the path to now was started at an early age. In the ext…
23-05-2018 Never is only said because the rush will always be gained from other forms of gambling. Reducing the…
23-05-2018 [quote=ODAAT] [quote=ProblemGambler] [quote=valdab] doesnt even matter if it is...it just means it w…
23-05-2018 Deregulation of gambling laws has gone a long way to making more people with gambling problems in th…
22-05-2018 It is time for me to give up my smart phone. There has yet been no blocking device I have not been a…
21-05-2018 It's not about not loving ones family or being sick of letting others down or this is the last chanc…
15-05-2018 We are in that place again. One where I have plans, concrete ideas. …
14-05-2018 I had a tip on Saturday. Everyone thinks I'm great because it won. Did it bet on it? No, don't be si…
14-05-2018 I am one who has the makings of a good and happy life. I have a wqife who I love and loves me deeply…
25-04-2018 A day of sadness a day of joy. There is much to love in my life. …
24-04-2018 I wish you well. I really hope you achieve a year and beyond that. …
23-04-2018 One cannot change the past but can make the future better and that is what you have been doing. What…
23-04-2018 I will cut them up once they have been activated and the balance transfers made. I think it's 3 time…
23-04-2018 And now I am alone and if i was able I would start of betting on what I believed was good value to w…
23-04-2018 One Credit card which is enough to balance transfer half of what I owe. Applied for a second one yes…
19-04-2018 My hands hurt …
12-04-2018 New depths from old despairs. That's all that is new for me. What is the point one must ask. There i…
11-04-2018 I used to have friends like me. All the closeness has gone now. It feels like fate. The hand I've he…
11-04-2018 I had 8 pounds and I needed 375 to pay a personal debt. I may be a pathological gambler but I am not…
07-04-2018 I refuse to start that counting says thing. I have always known the falseness of that particular val…
02-04-2018 I appreciate the honesty I read here. Navigating through life is difficult enough with a pathologica…
31-03-2018 There is happiness to be found on the way but the moment one has to start again is when the question…
29-03-2018 Can the struggle itself fill a man's heart? Much has been written about Sisyphus. I am Sisyphus, the…
22-03-2018 I am very isolated in recovery partly through choice but who is there tto reach out to. you are righ…
22-03-2018 I am very isolated in recovery partly through choice but who is there tto reach out to. you are righ…
21-03-2018 The madness took over, my head pounding, my heart beat racing. I am.a sick man. I phoned the samarit…
12-03-2018 The day before. All sorts of plans going on inside my head. …
07-03-2018 These festivals have derailed me in the past so I have to be careful even in my confident mood. The …
07-03-2018 If only I could save you all from falling off the gambling cliff. I know I'm not alone but in this i…
05-03-2018 " And you could have it all My empire of dirt I will let you down I will make you hurt I wear this c…
04-03-2018 Stay away from delusion …
04-03-2018 Because of road closures I was forced to drive through Cheltenham the other day. I have been thinkin…
28-02-2018 I must keep this diary going. …
26-02-2018 Back to work, back to mundane reality. Fortunately I'm still holding on to liking the work that I do…
24-02-2018 I am sat in my church, in my temple with three excited boys waiting for the game to start. What coul…
24-02-2018 I had a great day yesterday. A walk in the country by the river Severn that ended with a pint of rea…
20-02-2018 Wilsy Stay strong and true to your goals. We both know we have wasted too much time gambling in our …
20-02-2018 Thanks Wilsy. I had a real crisis of confidence at my new job yesterday. I had such a low feeling. I…
20-02-2018 Another day x …
19-02-2018 I'm not thinking about gambling but there is much going on in my head. It's a battle at the moment. …
17-02-2018 I did not awake till after the racing finished. So unusual for a Saturday. Even the football passed …
16-02-2018 Tara We deal with this pain, try to recover from it then go on.the same cycle over and over again. S…
16-02-2018 I mustn't find any reason to give up what I am fighting for. …
15-02-2018 Sort of feels like I have been stopped in my tracks. Why would I expect anyone to understand. maybe …
15-02-2018 Rich,   There is much I could echo about your original post. It is very well written. It is the roa…
15-02-2018 There is so much good in my life yet I have reached this age and have wasted so much time and energy…
14-02-2018 I have so much to say it's better if say nothing except acknowledge I am around …
13-02-2018 [quote=sfc7603]  I should be ecstatic that I won just under £*** but the fact that I was so close …
13-02-2018 I appreciate all your kind words. To admin. Thank you but I am OK. Apologies for going beyond what m…

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