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gav123

Member since:
Before 2009

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to get better and start living again rather than running away from life

I haven't gambled for

56

days

Date Post
12-11-2018 I've been hiding from this site and I was full of shame self pity and my ego /pride was ruling. On t…
18-10-2018 Day 5: You only can one go at this life, I personally dont want to look back and regret how i've liv…
17-10-2018 Day 4: Hopefully beginning to get my head around that Gambling and Alcohol BOTH do not work for me, …
15-10-2018 Sorry need to get this out, when i do drink then gamble i know im doing wrong, but with the drink in…
15-10-2018 I've really had enough of this. For as long as i can remember its been a few weeks off then relapse,…
09-10-2018 " in truth we’re just selfish addicts who deep down don’t really care for ourselves or others"…
05-10-2018 Wow i 've finally got to log on , Im ok today but relapsed last weekend again , for the millionith t…
14-09-2018 Hi ODAAT! Great to hear from you my friend. Y day was a head racing day , as you can tell from post.…
13-09-2018 11. Ok day, very tired over past wee while, i was told HALT, hungry, angry , lonely and tired. but h…
12-09-2018 Day 10 Trying to do the right things, didnt get to meeting last night wife working but will be there…
11-09-2018 Day 9 Hi Duncs and Louis and thanks for your words of encouragement and support. I brought up Gratit…
10-09-2018 Hi Volcano , Just wanted to thank you for posts, and to wish you the best on your journey of recover…
10-09-2018 Hi Volcano and thanks for your advice and you always speak wisely.  8 days without a drink or a gam…
07-09-2018 5 days, very negative week but also some positives, a roller coster. Now it being out there with EVE…
05-09-2018 Thnaks for your honest post volcano and I've been told that by many people that i Havent YET accepte…
05-09-2018 Ended up in A&E and Sunday after disastrous session . gambled as well and was place in hospital …
31-08-2018 12 days, a tough day today, after almost two weeks  , thoughts of drinking and indeed gambling have…
30-08-2018 11 days …
29-08-2018 Its funny when we go to GA meetings (in my case AA meetings, Im alkie and CG) things get better! its…
29-08-2018 Good to see someone in recovery well done, i too had 2-3 years before i got complacent and went back…
29-08-2018 10 days: Busy in work meeting tonight,  …
28-08-2018 Keep up the good work, gambling isnt the answer to our problems , will still have our original issue…
28-08-2018 Thanks Louis sound advice as always. Day 9 ( from booze and gambling)- didnt update over wk end as b…
24-08-2018 Day 5: Another good AA meeting, discussing sensitivity and low self esteem, something i have in abun…
23-08-2018 Day 4: Exactly theres only winner and its not us! 10 yr anniversary last night, nice italian meal an…
22-08-2018 Well done mate and keep it up , its not easy, im proof of that like so many, this is a relasping add…
22-08-2018 Registered with gamstop as well 5 yrs! another positive step that saying my latest losses have come …
22-08-2018 Day 3 (from gambling and drink) Met up with AA member who will offer sponsorship and had a good chat…
21-08-2018 Finishing work now and off for some counselling , who are referring me back to community addictions.…
21-08-2018 Keep it up , and remember , dont think ahead , just for today do not gamble, worrying about tomorrow…
21-08-2018 Depends if he has a gambling problem. Our addictive mindset means we getting addicted to anything th…
21-08-2018 Day2: Morning thanks for all the comments folks, and hi Louis i remember you from my early days, tha…
20-08-2018 Oh and be thankful for what i've got,   I've still got a familly, car, license , job, house and im …
20-08-2018 Thanks Damo Addiction really destroys lifes and famillies. I just dont do life very well, constantly…
20-08-2018 wouldnt let me start a new thread. so updating this one.   …
20-08-2018 Its still not working …
20-08-2018 Hi folks, My names Gavin, I am a Compulsive gambler and an alcoholic. I have been about this site fo…
02-08-2018 Exactly guilt shame and remorse leads us down to escapism and more gambling, we cannot change what w…
30-07-2018 Hi, My names Gavin Im an alcoholic and compulsive gamber, have been for over 23 years and Im now 40.…
02-01-2018 Thanks SJB i wont give up- addiction had taken my gran and my sister well it s not getting me, im fa…
02-01-2018 Will without doubt 2017 was the probably the worst year i've experienced in my life, and 2018 could …
13-09-2017 Many thanks for the replies Got to meeting last night, was a good one, actually got the courage to s…
11-09-2017 thats where im at and im fed up with this life, i woke this morning with my throat bleeding i sliced…
11-09-2017 11/09/17   I am a trembling wreck of a man, physically shaking dry boking, even with diazepam im a …
31-08-2017 Hi mate thanks for posting, and well done on doing so well!! you've made the right steps and your re…
14-08-2017 Things are not good gambling drinking to excessive quantities offf to Spain tomorrow in debt bp high…
02-08-2017 Yept agree with everything you say, and thats the plan stop the drink and deal with the issues, bore…
01-08-2017 Thanks Life Begins for advice, i agree with what you are saying, i know deep down i didnt cause my s…
31-07-2017 Thanks Duncs seeing addictions team friday, i just cant seem to break the cycle of the 3 or 4 binge …
31-07-2017 im just leaving my card in work and not taking them home- so cant gamble as dont know numbers- thoug…

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Date Threads
26-08-2014 Sick and tired of being sick and tired.
20-08-2014 K9 help
04-08-2014 Wits end
09-07-2014 Blocking sofware for IPAD
09-07-2014 eat sleep gamble repeat
06-02-2014 arghhhhhhhhh!
25-03-2013 One last Chance
06-07-2012 Back, again :(
10-07-2011 Hello again
28-02-2011 Depression/Anxiety/Gambling all Linked?
13-02-2011 doh!
13-02-2011 Doh!
06-02-2011 day one
06-02-2011 day onw]e
31-01-2011 i want to get better!
13-07-2008 Hi all