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freda

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24.06.2009

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10-08-2018 Thanks, Paul. It's really kind of you to stop by and leave a comment. I don't even read other people…
10-08-2018 I have moved on to anger now. I'm feeling really up to my tolerance. As though I can't be bothered t…
09-08-2018 Depression is really bad today. I feel really full of shame that I have not managed to overcome depr…
08-08-2018 Thanks, SA I am still keeping at it. It helps protect my mental health. Cried most of the day, today…
08-08-2018 Sorry to hear you are where you are. Sounds hopeful that you've put things in place to protect yours…
21-07-2018 I'm getting fitter and am so proud of myself! It feels really good.  I've been doing more self-care…
19-07-2018 Thanks, SA Yeah, don't think he was a ******, just clumsy and insensitive. Not helpful! Time for a g…
19-07-2018 glad to hear you are safe …
17-07-2018 I have been seeing a therapist through the NHS for help with trauma triggers. It came to a head last…
10-07-2018 Feeling a bit emotional this morning. Struggling to navigate this world and move forward at the righ…
27-06-2018 That was an upsetting counselling session I just had. Want to write about it to try to make sense of…
27-06-2018 Feeling really fearful today. I've hurt my lower back, so I can't do exercise like going for a run. …
16-06-2018 Today, I am soo very grateful for: 1) developing my boundaries - I'm so grateful I was able to ask m…
16-06-2018 Been thinking about this a lot this morning and having persistent depression is not the same as acti…
15-06-2018 Oh, no - it was still there, haha! …
15-06-2018   Oh, man! I've just accidentally deleted a really long post - arrgh! Awww, how lovely to hear from…
02-04-2018 I have been out in the car a couple more times. Just up the road to my best mates house but it all h…
29-03-2018 Haven't been gambling. Bought a car and just took it out for a drive about with my friend (as I am s…
19-03-2018 Just sending you love.  You're running on adrenaline and this mucks up loads of your body chemistry…
10-03-2018 Thanks, S. Moved house on Thursday. Just feeling exhausted!  …
05-03-2018 I'm just in pain today. Lonely, wanting to be held, to be loved. Need to get showered soon. Work lat…
03-03-2018 I've actually had a really lovely day today. Went out for lunch, got a lovely dress and bag from the…
03-03-2018 Ah, haven't checked my emails but I'm OK. I just wanted to call him funny names but Gamcare deleted …
03-03-2018 It's very moving how compassion has poured out during this bad weather. In my part of the world, peo…
03-03-2018 Aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaarrrrrrrrrggggggggggghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!…
02-03-2018 !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!…
02-03-2018 Raaaaaaaarrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr…
02-03-2018 I'm really annoyed Gamcare have deleted loads of my posts.  …
02-03-2018 I'm sick of attracting abusers!  I just want to be loved by someone who doesn't abuse me. …
02-03-2018 I'm hurt but I'm also really angry.  I don't deserve to be treated the way he treated me.  I just …
02-03-2018 I'm hurting so much today.  I contacted him to ask for my drill back because I'm moving soon. He as…
28-02-2018 Saw ex on Sunday and he looked terrible. Gathering of friends. I was nice and offered him a cake, he…
21-02-2018 I've felt so happy tonight. Not having to deal with that selfish, miserable old co ck nose meant I c…
20-02-2018 I felt such rage this afternoon. He triggered my childhood stuff and my whole body was tense with ra…
20-02-2018 Thanks, Duncs :-) I want nothing to do with him. He has crossed a line that no-one should. Believe m…
20-02-2018 He has just sided with my abuser. I'd previously shared with him that my mother was emotionally abus…
18-02-2018 Contacted him late last night telling him I missed him :-( Initially, he said he missed me and it se…
17-02-2018 Feeling a bit lonely. I know it's just attachment but I'm finding it hard having no contact with him…
16-02-2018 Aww, thanks, Wilsy! Better out than in!  …
16-02-2018 Much better today :-) I don't half work through things fast! I'm having a chuckle to myself, thinkin…
15-02-2018 You got this, Sandra!  F x …
15-02-2018 The anger passes and all that's left is pain. All attachment is pure pain. Thanks, S and everyone. …
15-02-2018 Glad you are feeling positive, despite the pressures on you!  You'll be back home before you know i…
15-02-2018 Thanks Borgie <3 I can't believe anyone reads this! We just took him at face value and felt sorry…
15-02-2018 I had a feeling someone would enjoy my rantings. When we're angry, we're ridiculous! haha! …
14-02-2018 Passive-aggressive, face like a can of tuna, bum-boil ! It's very therapeutic :-) …
14-02-2018 I think this story sums up how unhealthy he is. He can talk for hours about his personal sob-stories…
14-02-2018 Arrogant scabby-faced goblin! …
14-02-2018 I am enjoying ranting because I'm furious and I'm not ashamed of it, or sorry, or guilty. He was sel…
14-02-2018 I am really, really, really angry! I am sick of meeting selfish people with nothing to offer who pre…

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