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duncanmac

Member since:
26.01.2012

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I came to gamcare a broken man,for more than twenty years gambling progressively dominated my life,eventually driving me into a position where I sought to take my own life as a gift to my family.
I found help through GA and navigated to the forum the day after in search of a 'different' life.

I haven't gambled for

457

days

Date Post
15-09-2018 Rainman. Fella that post takes courage, you went from being a face, to a faceless feeder of a machin…
13-09-2018 Afternoon diary. Well I am sitting basking in the September sun with an ice cold shandy, yesterday w…
11-09-2018 Afternoon diary. Just in from a physically challenging day, eight hours hard graft and I am spent, i…
10-09-2018 Gav Fella keep on helping yourself by putting it out there. I agree it will take time to understand …
10-09-2018 Rainman. Fella I have read your latest thread and remember you well, if I am not wrong the Last time…
10-09-2018 Morning diary. Paulds thanks for the kind words they mean a great deal. So a new week, the last one …
01-09-2018 Evening dearest diary. I have neglected you again my old friend. In truth I have been a busy boy. La…
27-08-2018 Paul's. Fella I often read posts like yours and smile inside. A quote from a film I need the buzz!!!…
25-08-2018 Evening dear diary. Well today was a strange day, one that didn't see many customers, we are not get…
23-08-2018 Afternoon dear diary. At the stove today and the rest of the week for me, yesterday after a previous…
18-08-2018 Morning dear diary. Reading around the forum this morning I saw a lot of my past in other folks word…
17-08-2018 Good morning dear diary Up with the larks this morning, got to the gym for a good workout and half a…
16-08-2018 Morning diary Oldham thanks for the share fella it means a great deal. So football on Tuesday didn't…
14-08-2018 Morning dear diary. I have neglected you again my dear old friend, funny because when I don't write …
01-08-2018 Evening diary Nt thanks for popping by, I don't get around the diaries like I used to, a number of r…
30-07-2018 Morning Kelly Cardhue wrote it all. I salute you my friend. Keep on keeping on. Duncs. …
29-07-2018 Morning dear diary. So it's finally raining! I know the rest of the world probably disagree but I am…
23-07-2018 Morning dear diary Markman thanks for popping by and change your words truly humble me. So dear frie…
15-07-2018 Evening diary. So I am sat in my garden with my wife, hounds and a smoking bbq. I have worked hard f…
13-07-2018 Dear diary. Paulds, Markman fellas we have been around this forum for a good few years, we have seen…
03-07-2018 Hi. I don't post on many threads anymore but I read a great deal. Your thread struck a cord this mor…
03-07-2018 Morning dear diary My dear friend its been an eventful few days, on Saturday night I slipped whilst …
28-06-2018 Morning diary Thanks blue screen, Stephen for your kind words they are truly humbling. So I processe…
23-06-2018 Dear diary. Markman fella your words humble me greatly, we have been on this journey side by side fo…
21-06-2018 Morning diary Cardhue thanks for popping by, you have been here a while and talk a great deal of sen…
18-06-2018 Morning diary Balance and little miss lost I am truly humbled by your kind words, I believe that thr…
16-06-2018 Boro. Fella I used to want to get even with Sarah's family, because every person who walks this worl…
16-06-2018 Evening diary. So I opened up to a GP, Dr wilcox, he sat listening intently, no feelings of judgemen…
16-06-2018 Morning diary. Following on, I was sectioned under the mental health act as a danger to myself, I wa…
15-06-2018 Morning diary. So 51 weeks ago today I gambled, I had put myself in to a position mentally were I ha…
13-06-2018 Evening dearest diary. Well my dear friend it is ten days until I can look back at a calendar year w…
09-06-2018 Morning dear diary. On the train station waiting for the train to spend a day at the stove, inwardly…
07-06-2018 Morning dear diary. My old friend life has been a revolving cycle for the past few days, I know that…
02-06-2018 Afternoon diary. Well on a five and a half hour train journey back home, a wonderful few days spent …
01-06-2018 Morning dear diary. No gambling, no stress, no fear, no desire to run away today. To watch the hound…
22-05-2018 Morning dear diary. Joan lovely to hear from you, you can hijack my thread any time you like, commun…
21-05-2018 Dear diary. Boro, thanks for popping by but I implore you to re read your post, in two hours you wil…
18-05-2018 Evening diary. My dear friend today an elephant walked into the room. Someone will no doubt be patti…
15-05-2018 Evening diary. Markman fella thanks for the kind words I do believe that there is always a way, for …
14-05-2018 Morning diary. Well a week closed off yesterday, one which tested my resolve to see through the s#@h…
11-05-2018 Evening dear friend. So today the news was dominated by the news that a talented musician had taken …
10-05-2018 Evening diary. My dear friend I have neglected you for that I am sorry. Why have I neglected you?? P…
01-05-2018 Evening diary. My dear friend Joan thanks for popping by, it has been a long road we have walked sid…
27-04-2018 Sa Fella I am stood by your side my friend,I walked in those shoes. My advice pick up the phone ever…
26-04-2018 Evening diary. Just in from work another good day at the stove which got me thinking. It's a great w…
25-04-2018 Morning diary. Yesterday I laboured and today I am back at the stove for the next three days, then o…
23-04-2018 Morning diary. Thanks so much for all you kind words, they really do mean a great deal, they truly f…
19-04-2018 Dear diary 300 days since I came back to write my deepest inner thoughts,to lift the rocks that stoo…
16-04-2018 Sa Fella keep hanging on to whatever it is that keeps you finding the will. My friend I stole to sur…
16-04-2018 Morning diary. Well nice to wake up to warmer weather it without doubt helps with my joints, not the…

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