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duncanmac

Member since:
26.01.2012

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I came to gamcare a broken man,for more than twenty years gambling progressively dominated my life,eventually driving me into a position where I sought to take my own life as a gift to my family.
I found help through GA and navigated to the forum the day after in search of a 'different' life.

I haven't gambled for

573

days

Date Post
16-01-2019 Afternoon dear diary. So I am in the week before it marks seven years since I found this forum, I ca…
16-01-2019 Boro. Fella I feel for you fella, you are so deeply entrenched with addiction you will just keep los…
12-01-2019 Morning dear diary Late home last night a full restaurant and only one table that complained, to be …
12-01-2019 Duplicate post …
12-01-2019 Rainman. Fella I use those adverts to inspire me, the fact that the legal notes at the end are said …
12-01-2019 Balance. Fella life throws up s#h##t from time to time, getting through the periods will make us app…
12-01-2019 Markman Fella you write words that could have been written by any compulsive gambler who seeks recov…
09-01-2019 Morning dear diary The shifts keep rolling on, today I have treated myself to a sleep in, from tomor…
04-01-2019 Morning dear diary. So yesterday's graft went well, a table of happy folk last night who praised the…
04-01-2019 Boro. Fella I appreciate you changing the picture, I truly do believe that you will find a way to ha…
04-01-2019 Boro. Fella don't take offence but you didn't answer my question. Your profile picture is one of a m…
03-01-2019 Boro Fella I would start by losing the shirt fella, every time I see your thread pop up I smile at t…
02-01-2019 Evening dear diary. So another long days work done, we rebuilt the fridges and cleaned away a great …
01-01-2019 Dear diary. Well it's a new year my old friend, I have had a couple more busy days at the stove, the…
29-12-2018 Afternoon dear diary. At work been here since the small hours, just taking a breather before ploughi…
26-12-2018 Morning dear diary. Thanks new day I did have a super day yesterday, today I am back at the stove fo…
25-12-2018 Good evening dear diary. Well my dear friend I have just got in from another long day at the stove, …
17-12-2018 Morning dear diary. So a good day had yesterday, not a single complaint, well one lady demanded a cu…
17-12-2018 Tomso Fella I was gutted to read that active addiction had again become part of your life, for me it…
16-12-2018 Morning dearest diary. Markman fella your words truly humbled me. So I have been at the stove all we…
04-12-2018 Evening diary. So another day at the stove, a day of straightening things out and a serious deep cle…
03-12-2018 Morning dear diary Well an eventful week just gone, addiction dominated it's outcome. Not mine but t…
27-11-2018 Morning dear diary. Well up with the larks this morning, Sarah has a couple of early starts and we w…
27-11-2018 Adam Fella SA's diary is a truly sobering account of a life living with gambling addiction. You are …
27-11-2018 Markman. Fella in action I was the person I despised most in life. Self centered, deceitful, greedy …
27-11-2018 Morning junkyard Welcome to the forum, a place full of like minded folk who all share a common goal,…
26-11-2018 SA Fella put it out there, through doing so I believe that you will gain mental strength. For me the…
21-11-2018 Evening diary. No bookmakers tempted me today, why would they?? The presence of a punt would offer o…
21-11-2018 Markman Fella well done for getting to your exam without distraction. For me fella the fact is gambl…
20-11-2018 SA Fella I lived that life, I danced to the tune that meant every penny was not for spending but gam…
19-11-2018 Afternoon dear diary. Another week negotiated without stepping across the freshhold of a bookmakers,…
19-11-2018 Fella. A very sobering post, from it I hope that you will find a way to bring something positive fro…
16-11-2018 Morning dear diary. Another busy week of work for me and three more days graft lay ahead before the …
09-11-2018 Morning dear diary Thanks so much for the kind words everyone I am deeply humbled by the way folk be…
05-11-2018 Morning diary. Balance my dear friend I am so pleased that you are enjoying life without the self de…
04-11-2018 Evening dear diary. Rainman thanks for popping by, I am deeply humbled by your kind words. So today …
03-11-2018 Ally. My dear friend for me it's not gambling that's evil it's gambling addiction, you like me are a…
03-11-2018 Morning dear diary. Another busy week of work and a couple of long days graft ahead. I got myself to…
31-10-2018 Morning dear diary. So I am on route to the pub to work the lunch time session, lots of bookings and…
29-10-2018 Signalman. Fella I get where you are coming from and I will say this you will no longer take bullyin…
29-10-2018 Morning dear diary. Paulds thanks for popping by, your words humble me greatly. So I got through a 7…
29-10-2018 Rainman. Fella I feel your pain, life is brutal at times but you will I know be able to ride the sto…
22-10-2018 Morning dear diary. So yesterday was a tough day, we had put a hundred plus meals over the pass by h…
20-10-2018 Morning diary. Signalman fella I guess I have a kind of gallows humour, but there was a serious poin…
19-10-2018 Morning dear diary. So my antibiotics are beginning to work, this afternoon I am back to the stove f…
19-10-2018 Signalman. Is a trait of gambling addiction the desire to have it now. When active I couldn't give a…
18-10-2018 Morning dear diary. Rhoda thanks for popping by. So my dear friend I had a busy, long weekend, one o…
18-10-2018 Morning Kelly. I have really enjoyed your last couple of posts because for me they do exactly what t…
13-10-2018 Morning dear diary Two long days at the stove done and three more on the bounce to follow, without d…
10-10-2018 Afternoon dear diary. Signalman thanks for the kind wishes, as I said to the lad in the gym last nig…

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