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D122010

Member since:
04.10.2011

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I'm back, I had 2 years of no gambling, I felt better in myself, I had a happier relationship with my wife, daughter and all my family. My debts were decreasing nicely. But I unfortunately found the old me and my old ways. I hope being back here will bring me back on the right path AND STAY ON IT. I MUST ALWAYS KEEP THIS DIARY AS I WILL ALWAYS BE AN ADDICT. I just plan on being an addict in control and be able to improve all aspects of my life, that's why back, I need help.

I haven't gambled for

69

days

Date Post
20-03-2019 Thank you anon. Day 64 …
19-03-2019 Thanks for the update. Checking in. Day 63 …
17-03-2019 I know exactly how you feel. I wish you all the best. Day 61. 2 months gamble free. I'm not stopping…
15-03-2019 Day 59. No more gambling for me. I can't control it, so it's not worth the risk of a little one off …
14-03-2019 Day 58. I will not gamble today. I can not control my gambling, for some unknown reason that I can't…
13-03-2019 Day 57. Can't wait to Cheltenham is over. I had a horrible day yesterday. Urges to bet, thoughts of …
12-03-2019 Thanks signalman. Day 56. I will not gamble today! …
11-03-2019 Fair play K2 I definitely know what you mean. Take care, thanks for the update. …
11-03-2019 Checking in - sorry missed last week. All well just a mad week (good one just busy - to busy!) …
11-03-2019 Sorry tomso haven't had time to catch up with your diary - but I will. Thank you for your post and I…
11-03-2019 Thank you Tomso. I'm doing well just really busy. Some good news though I got promoted. No more mone…
03-03-2019 Day 47 I will not gamble today …
28-02-2019 Day 44. Checking in. Thanks for the update …
28-02-2019 Day 44. I will not gamble today! …
21-02-2019 Thank you dusty. Day 37. I will not gamble today …
20-02-2019 Checking in day 36 for me. Thanks for the update …
20-02-2019 Day 36 I have not gambled. I will not gamble …
19-02-2019 Day 35. I will not gamble today …
18-02-2019 Thanks tomso. Day 34. I will not gamble today …
15-02-2019 Ok, so the colouring didn't work, which I thought would be the case. What I'll do is edit the post a…
15-02-2019 Not sure how this going to come out but I've copied a few posts from older diaries I've highlighted …
15-02-2019 Thank you CJ. Day 31. 1 month gamble free. I can do this. Today I will not gamble. …
13-02-2019 Day 29. I will not gamble today! …
12-02-2019 Sorry missed check in. I've been on the site everyday but somehow slipped my mind. Day 28 for me …
12-02-2019 Day 28. I will not gamble to day …
11-02-2019 Day 27 I will not gamble today …
10-02-2019 Thanks tomso. Day 26. I will not gamble today! …
10-02-2019 Hi tomso, in the nicest possible way I'm sorry sorry to see you back here. Firstly we'll done in the…
08-02-2019 Hiya sunshine, it's Dave999 aka Neveragain, but Dave999 was the name from the start of your diary. A…
07-02-2019 Day 23. Haven't posted for a few days but have been on the site everyday re reading all my old diari…
01-02-2019 Day 17. No gambling. No urges - I was busy today, I've been busy the past week and will be busy for …
31-01-2019 Day 16. Thanks Mary. Haven't posted everyday but have been on everyday reading diaries. I'm going th…
30-01-2019 Day 15 checking in. Sam that really annoyed me I don't know the full story I suppose but they just s…
28-01-2019 Thank you for the post. Sorry to hear about your mum. As far as gambling goes stop now. I've been on…
28-01-2019 Day 13. Had a great day yesterday. Spoke to my brother think we'll be meeting up soon. Had a great c…
26-01-2019 Been a busy boy today and yesterday. Self excluded from all shops around my work and home. I have ga…
25-01-2019 So here we go again... So I mentioned yesterday about goals that I have. Firstly the amount of days …
25-01-2019 You wouldn't belief I wrote such a long post with all my goals on it and I bloody pressed the wrong …
23-01-2019 Hi Ken, would love to join please. I'm on day 8. Long time user the name won't ring a bell to anyone…
17-03-2018 Hi Neil with regret I'd like to be removed from the thread I have been struggling of late and just w…
17-03-2018 Hi Sam with regret I'd like to be removed from the thread I have been struggling of late and just wo…
17-03-2018 Thank you gamcare for your post I had read it when it was posted but wasn't in the right mindset to …
05-03-2018 Thanks for the update and the shout out. Appreciate you running the challenge. Neveragain121016 chec…
05-03-2018 Thanks for the update and the shout out. I'm currently frustrated that life isn't where I'd like it …
04-03-2018 I just hit 700 days, I had no idea I've been struggling of late lots of urges, reading the racing po…
26-02-2018 Thank you Neil for the update. Checking in. …
26-02-2018 Checking in. Taking responsibility is key in recovery, you have to except your failings and find way…
20-02-2018 No worries Sam …
19-02-2018 Hi checking in. I did check in last Monday but just checked it was an early one anyway I'm back and …
19-02-2018 Thanks for the update Neil. Checking in …

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