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#1 Posted on:
Sun, 11/04/2010 - 22:48

Beany

Joined:
2009-12-08

Well, its the addict Beany again.

Turned £50 into £3k this weekend and have blew it all agian on poker. I reopened an account saying I im ok now with gambling and they agreed. Deposited £100 then lost, then another £50 and turned into £3k.

My one chance of going in the green in bank and I blew it, it shows I cannot stop even though I have won.

Wish I was... well I don't know now. I feel like crying my eyes out and doing something like smashing my PC.

I need help!!!

Posted on:
Sun, 11/04/2010 - 23:24

Johnboy

Joined:
2010-03-18

Chin up, it happens.

After blowing a £5k win one week I then turned £200 into £1.5k and blew the lot again.

Best thing to do is look at it in the sense you gambled £150 and didn't win (Hard I know)

Posted on:
Sun, 11/04/2010 - 23:38

Beany

Joined:
2009-12-08

Hi, withdraw £57, so like £90 something. Why can't I stop, all I think of is gambling, especially poker. Family got no idea about this problem, keep it to myself.

Wish I never gambled. I would be loaded. Don't know what I can do anymore. Winning proves I still gamble.

I wish I could change the past.

Posted on:
Mon, 12/04/2010 - 07:20

gull991

Joined:
Before 2009

"Why can't I stop, all I think of is gambling, especially poker. Family got no idea about this problem, keep it to myself."

Thats probably got something to do with why you cant stop. If you really want to stop then you HAVE to be honest.

Stop feeling sorry for yourself and DO SOMETHING.

Jim (last bet 22/04/06)

Posted on:
Mon, 12/04/2010 - 14:15

Jazzlehi

Joined:
2010-04-12

Last night I blew 30k on *** and ******* roulette (whilst also doing *******).

I have never felt so low I have literally nothing now and am looking at debts of 150k with no way out.

Literally suicidal

Posted on:
Mon, 12/04/2010 - 17:16

Beany

Joined:
2009-12-08

Know how you feel. I always think about suicide and thoughts of not being here. I have lost about £30K over 6 years and in debt, but still gamble.

I am determined now to change my life. I really don't want to spend more time gambling.

Don't do nothing stupid Jazz.

Beany (Last gamble: 11 Apr 2010)

Posted on:
Mon, 12/04/2010 - 18:27

nologic

Joined:
2009-06-05

Yeah me too....similar story. Ive realised now its not the money or win I was chasing..........if it was I would have stopped a long time ago when I didnt owe anything to anybody.

I want to get even but not by winning...but by saving, regaining the value of money and working hard.

Posted on:
Mon, 12/04/2010 - 18:57

Beany

Joined:
2009-12-08

I have been playing free poker on Face Book. It is quite funny actually, even if I lose all my money I get some back for free. I know it's not a good idea but at least it's not real money.