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Posted on:
Wed, 05/09/2018 - 16:51

Magnetism

Joined:
2017-12-15

72 Days.

I realise that the best way to relax is to just...Unwind and be calm.

Posted on:
Fri, 07/09/2018 - 18:11

Magnetism

Joined:
2017-12-15

74 days without gambling.

I'm back to living.

Posted on:
Sat, 08/09/2018 - 14:38

Magnetism

Joined:
2017-12-15

75.

Life twists and turns.

Looking back over my diary and realising the ups nd down... Emotional, very.

Posted on:
Sun, 09/09/2018 - 09:30

Magnetism

Joined:
2017-12-15

76

I am doing the right thing.

I went for a 50 minute jog at 6am. Felt jittery this morning. I know I'll be okay.

Posted on:
Mon, 10/09/2018 - 16:33

Magnetism

Joined:
2017-12-15

77.

Back to work and today was not easy. However, I wont fall into old ways, regardless of my health woes at the moment.

Posted on:
Tue, 11/09/2018 - 15:48

Magnetism

Joined:
2017-12-15

78.

I wonder whether other people at work have demons in their closet and that is what haunted me when I was striving to do my very best? It felt like everyone was wieghing me down to defeat my conquest!  Now since I have been through the mill...I no longer have the ambition that shone through me like a light...I am just an ordinary guy now that goes to work and collects wages at the end of the month...Plain and simple...

Posted on:
Wed, 12/09/2018 - 16:18

Magnetism

Joined:
2017-12-15

79.

I passed a bookies today and made a joke about betting...Something was tempting my brain to fit back into the old ways. The burning part of gambling that says, "Go on!" I'm glad I left the area now and have time to think over what I was thinking...

Posted on:
Thu, 13/09/2018 - 15:59

Magnetism

Joined:
2017-12-15

80.

Eighty days around the world but still the same old me...

Posted on:
Fri, 14/09/2018 - 15:32

Magnetism

Joined:
2017-12-15

81.

Friday.

Posted on:
Sat, 15/09/2018 - 07:10

Magnetism

Joined:
2017-12-15

82 days.

Resting today.

Posted on:
Sun, 16/09/2018 - 09:36

Magnetism

Joined:
2017-12-15

83 days.

Such progress, but still have the mind of a gambler?

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