Hi there. My philosophy has always been to take it one day at a time. I'm sure you are feeling extremely raw today so I'm not going to comment on the money you have lost but maybe today look at other people's posts and read about blocking, self-exclusion, Gamblers Anonymous, counselling online or in person with Gamcare. It's early days for you (and me as well to some extent) but there are plenty of successful and inspirational stories on this forum. Good luck and keep posting. Best wishes, Phil
Thanks for the support guys, it's much appreciated.
It's just dawned on me I joined gamcare over 2 years ago and I'm no further forward, my own fault I know. Did pretty well and then somewhere it all went wrong and I keep going right back to square one, time and time again. Part of the problem is probably that I keep coming and going from the site but I just don't seem to have the enthusiasm I did back at the start to write everything down, I guess I'm also convinced at the back of my mind that I'll f*** up again anyway so why bother.
But I'm going to try again anyway