Gambling has destroyed my life in so many ways, today and from now moving foward i want to change it. I will never win so why do bother doing it. Its an emotional illness block everything else out around me, not dealing with life obstacles. Now time to deal with put pieces of my broken jigsaw in life bak together again.
Thank you for sharing your thoughts/feelings on here today it sounds like you are now becoming more aware of why you gamble. This is a key part of recovery as you can gain a greater insight into your own individual triggers and implement things to help protect yourself for the future. It's a good idea to re-connect with past hobbies & to try new things to fill the extra spare time your gamble-free lifestyle will present you with.
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Tom (forum admin)