Day 20 - 32
Very good poem Wilsy and so true. I survived a payday without gambling. The first time in years. The urges were pretty strong. Cant have anymore stress in my life with thoughts of stds and diseases (hypocondria) no so many thoughts recently half hour to an hour a day. Hopefully will fade. Some people dont belive i have it and brush me off. Ive been seeing a lot of destruction in friends gambling and losing loads and thinking i used to be in that addiction the grip of it all.
Thanks for your post Daley and pleased to read you are still doing well and remaining strong. Just ignore them mate, difficult I know because of where you work, and maybe try stop writing down your bets even, that could tempt you to slip up. Be on guard as always and protect yourself.
You are a good lad and friend