I’ve been gambling since I was at school so that’s 40+ years, did I think I had a gambling problem no, just thought I was rubbish at picking winners. Don’t seem to be in relationships very long, did I think my gambling had anything to do with it, no. Never go away on holidays because I never had any money, did I think my gambling had anything to do with it, no. The money I’ve lost over the years I can’t do anything about. My biggest regret is I never got help sooner with my gambling, things could of been so much different. Day 17 GF hasn’t been easy so far and I don’t expect it’s going to get any easier but I’ll give it my best shot.