Good morning diary,
A long and stressful week has finished. Family have caused me major mental anguish this week and caused me to question my sanity.
Ok. I have been a gambler. That does not make me a bad person.
I am a lot stronger than my wife and step children think.
I have thoughts of breaking away from this c**P. Young Bal is early 20's and no longer lives at home. He has advised me accordingly.
Every day i set out to better myself. My family hold me back in a very negative way.
Perhaps its time to cut loose
Had a day off with wifey today.
Took ourselves up to Weybourne on the North Norfolk coast and took in a 5 mile walk via Kelling Heath.
A walk we had completed with the kids several years back which brought back very special memories.
We stopped for luch at an exquisite antiques shop and continued onwards to the heath itself.
Back to the car and a drive along the coast via Cromer and walcott to great yarmouth for some fish and chips.
Stopped at a little shop for some "refreshments". Have i had a good day.
Too bloomin right.
Have struggled with my marriage over the last few weeks.
Tonight i feel humbled and grateful in equal measures
Diary, good evening.
Life ticks over with another few days off. Have been slightly concerned with alcohol intake recently. Sometimes drinking just to get drunk especially since lockdown.
Tonight i shared a bottle of wine with wifey. Nothing more and nothing less. Watched the cup final and just finished a film.
Gambling is far away from my mind. Have had concerns about other addictive behaviours. At present being mindful and aware.
Humbled to those in chat the other evening who provided good advice.
Thank you x