Congrats on 50 days, great achievement and one that you deserve with the hard work and effort you put into everything you do. You've helped me a lot on my journey just by being yourself and I am grateful for that.
Also, excellent song choice, sent me down a Mike & The Mechanics rabbit hole there on YouTube. I sent my partner a drunken message on a dating website 10 years ago quoting lyrics of All I Need Is A Miracle...turned out quite well.
Anyways, thanks for the trip down memory lane but more importantly thanks for being you.
I woke up at 11.30am. Really very hungover after messing about last night. I had the worst headache. Like the crown of my head was painful. Hubby brought me breakfast in bed. He brought me tea and toast and marmalade. He said he would've done it for valentines but I had to go to work. It was cute.
I stayed in bed till nearly 3pm. I should be studying but I don't feel like it. Mostly cos of the hangover.
Um, what else?
Hubby used all of his stuff and wants some more. I messaged a guy and we went to get it at 6pm. I am unhappy about this but it is what it is. I made Hubby come with me because the weather is terrible and it scares me a bit.
We went to the pub. I saw T from Church. That was nice.
Hubby has increased his limit on his credit card. He bought me some new trainers. Um. Well I knew that was coming. Not the trainers part but that's his way of saying don't be mad please. I'm not mad. He still cannot spend as much in a day as I can gambling so I have determined that I will hit my 90 day target and then take back control of the money.
It's for the best. I need to know that I can be strong before I do that. He won't get us in as much of a hole as I can in a single night.
I love my Hubby. I love him so much. I wish he was more responsible but it is what it is.
I am looking forward to getting my Nike Air Max 95.
He knows what he's doing.
I am sad that LouLou is in a bad place right now. I wish she would talk to us. I reckon we could help. I am sad that Stace is having stress with the weather and stuff.
I think we have a real nice community here.
I hope people use it when they are low cos I know it helps me stay strong.
I am off to bed.
Stayed in bed and watched a romance film called Our Souls at Night. I enjoyed it. It wasn't Up Close and Personal good but it suited my mood.
I went on chat at lunch but I asked a daft question and felt stupid so I gave up on it.
I went to church and lit a candle for Murlo and one for her mate and I also lit one for Boo cos when she says night and bless it makes me wanna bless her and I felt bad for her getting shoved for no reason. Even if there was a reason blokes shouldn't be shoving lassies. *angry mad face*
I went to Sainsbury's and got a Pork Roast and all the trimmings.
I got home and Hubby had sent me several whatsapp messages with other stuff he wanted me to get.
I had a cheese sandwich and a cuppa tea and went to Lidl's and got the stuff he wanted.
Then I come home and had another brew.
Then I took the dog up the park. Due to the weather we had the place more or less to ourselves so this was nice and relaxing. I didn't have to worry about keeping her close or little kids or other dogs or ought. I enjoyed this time.
I come home and cooked dinner. We've had Pork, Sage n Onion stuffing, Apple Sauce, Roasted Potatoes and Carrots and Savoy Cabbage and Swede Mash. Very nice. I did not eat all mine cos my appetite is reduced.
Whilst I was cooking I had a FB fight with some Uni kids about whether selling photo's of yourself online is s*x work. I do get myself involved in some very odd debates.
I'm just chilling now and looking for summat to watch on Netflix.