Dear whoever’s reading this.
It’s been a while since I’ve been on here and I’ve relapsed in between recovery.
I had a weekend away which resulted in arcades. Can only let you guess what happened next.
i also played once online. And although I could sit here and say I’m disappointed in myself. Actually I’m not. I deposited once and actually stopped after. Miracle right? I don’t know what’s happened but a little bit of me feels like the juice isn’t worth the squeeze anymore.
July was the last time I gambled like I had all the money in the world. I feel like I’m mucking through this recovery in my own way and that’s okay.
It sounds like you are in control. Maybe not a hundred percent fully but that's ok. Any kind of control is really good.
Hello kaskade1, I hope you are good and well.
May sound harsh but are you trying to convince yourself with this post? Have you considered yourself an addict in the past? (Like me). If so I think you can’t dabble at all I’m afraid. Any little bits here and there lead to you know what (I think).
its brilliant you’ve done so well; just wouldn’t want to to think you can dabble and control when deep down you know you can’t long term.
Best wishes.
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