Out last evening with old mates, previously probably couldn’t afford and resented the cost of the food and wine, and then sneak off to Casino or online! Losing more and more!
Last night all good fun and although can’t afford I enjoyed the quality and I deserve the treat! No thoughts back in taxi and all good in morning - a bit of a thick head and a little tired now!
Here is to another day as a non gambler
Have had a bit of a hang over today so this pm been on the settee watching cricket, footy results and it’s good just watching rather than cursing that late goal or lack of goal to defeat another bet. Then get annoyed and off to the fobt then another load of cash and time disappears. Today just enjoy quality sport. Look forward to 2019 challenge sign in - highlight of week!
I am feeling uneasy about things at work at moment and I am laid wide awake reading the posts on this website getting frustrated thinking about work, I think I would be thinking gambling if not for the blockages - it is that what is probably bringing me to this site! No gambling and reading a number of posts reminded me when in denial which lied to big losses. Losing was a slippage, not gambling! Here’s to another day gf on day 44
Day 44 was better doing same work I concentrated on the facts and delivered a supported argument of the position. Identifying the fact! This provided me with satisfaction as against the previous day frustration. My calmer was better, had a couple of drinks post work! In the pub a gambling acquaintance was on the slots while his son sat on his own. I am so glad I am a non gambler now. After 45 mins ish he came back to table and said - wow that was lucky won the £100 jackpot to get back to £40 down!! - no further comment needed to see how warped a gambling mind gets!
he is to another day gf