Thanks for sharing your story. It's good that you are reaching out and posting. Addiction can make us isolated indeed.
You sound like you went through the right mill! My heart goes out to you. It's so difficult to build that life brick by brick by ourselves..with no support.
But struggles does make us stronger and to this day I believe there is always something watching over us.
I hope you continue on this road to recovery. Keep accomplishing your dreams and reap the amazing results of your hard work. You ARE worth it!
Hope GA meeting goes well..stick to it. Support is always here if we reach out.
All the best
I read your story and I am so sorry that you had to experience all that difficulty.
We can't undo what's done, but if we can find a tiny shred of hope for something better today and hold on tight to that, things will improve as the days go by.
I hope you can find some solid support to help you. You are not alone in this. We're all in it together. x