Just feel really alienated. I don't want to mistrust men, I really don't.
If you'd read my previous posts about the man I most recently met on a date, you'd know I had massive concerns about him being a healthy person - I go on What's app just now, though, and notice his profile picture is gone. o*g has he actually blocked me??!!! Yes, it appears so. Why would you block someone unless you were up to no good?! Why do I attract all these weirdos?
It's really destabilising.
I'm OK, just feeling disconnected and flat. My brain seems to be functioning a bit better today. I drove a few mies yesterday and forgot to give way at a junction, there were cars coming but slowly. It struck me I was very lucky. I didn't realise I wasn't concentrating until it happened. There must be so many people driving around like that.
Thanks, Murlo xI
I have gained 15lbs the past year and a half. It gets me down, as I'm not doing anything different, really. Except being celibate. I think that keeps me reined in a bit more with eating, when I'm in a relationship. I'm getting needs met a better way, so the connection helps me not crave dopamine. But I certainly don't binge eat, or anything. Doesn't really justify a 15lb gain!
I feel uncomfortable in my skin. I try, with going to the gym. I only manage to go twice a week, probably. Would like to go more. I guess weather will hopefully be getting better!
I'm losing hope there are any decent, emotionally healthy men out there! I'm not someone who has to be in a relationship but I've been single over 2 years and I'm lonely now.
I haven't been able to go dancing for a few weeks and am missing that, too. Really hope there's transport running this weekend.
I'm going to the gym in a bit. This evening, I'm out for someone from works' birthday. I'm really glad this girl has pulled out who is really aggressive and intimidating. She made it clear she didn't like me. I don't really care but didn't want to eat with her, really.
That is great achievement of almost 2 months! That is great!! 🙂..keep up good work..brick by brick..
I noticed my "wings" lifted (not literally...and not tena lady lol) after i hit century..gets more zest for life and the desire to carry on!
You're on the right track, keep up good work