FROM HERE TO A YEAR

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CM3003
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Thanks ,

I have done just over 100 days before but know it can only take one second to give in again. I thought last time I could control it after a long break and I did for a few weeks but you always end up chasing again

365 days gamble free is a challenge but one that can be done

 
Posted : 14th September 2018 2:54 pm
CM3003
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Not too many thoughts yesterday, today will be tough however. Lots of football back on, am self excluded online now with all my accounts but still could walk into a bookies which I havent done in over a year.

Online gambling is where I lose it all, just have no sense of what I am doing and dont think until its too late, one click of a button to deposit money, too easy.

Have never had any problems with high street bookies, no more then a tenner on a saturday and If I lose then fine wait till next Saturday no urges to chase like online.

Will keep this up though , enjoying life not stressing most of my days like when it gets bad gambling

Day 24 £168.00

 
Posted : 15th September 2018 12:08 am
CM3003
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Wasnt too bad, I didnt have a gamble but i picked an accumulator I would have done had i done, it lost.

Lots of football with Champions League back over the next few months but will not give in.

Day 25 £175.00

 
Posted : 16th September 2018 8:43 am
CM3003
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No urges yesterday kept busy with family most of the afternoon/evening.

Day 26 £182.00

 
Posted : 17th September 2018 8:27 am
CM3003
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Champions League is Back!

And I will not gamble!

Day 27 £189.00

 
Posted : 18th September 2018 9:02 am
CM3003
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Wasnt as tempted as I thought I would have been yesterday. Watched the Liverpool PSG game and just enjoyed great game without the stress of hoping a bet comes in.

4 weeks gone, flown by

Day 28 £196.00

 
Posted : 19th September 2018 12:26 am
CM3003
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Not many temptations last night, now that I have stopped I actually realise now how much I waste each month, £10 & £20 here and there all adds up.

Day 29 £203.00

 
Posted : 20th September 2018 12:50 am
CM3003
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Watched the Arsenal game last night, would be lying if i said I wasnt tempted but being self excluded everywhere helps a lot.

Day 30 £210.00

 
Posted : 21st September 2018 6:29 pm
CM3003
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Almost gave in today, nearly walked into bookies. Part of me feels If I can just stick to high street bookies i would be a lot better off than gambling online.

When im online I can lose £50 in an hour and then more once the chase begins, that doesnt happen when I stick to high street bookies and have to physically hand cash over.

Didnt give in anyway, want to at least reach the end of the year.

Day 31 £217.00

 
Posted : 22nd September 2018 5:00 pm
CM3003
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Will watch the Arsenal game today, hopefully 4th win in a row.

Will not gamble today

Day 32 £224.00

 
Posted : 23rd September 2018 11:30 am
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