Hello one and all.
Busy day at the b. R. House.
New kitchen flooring and old dishwasher goes to be replaced by a cupboard. Or another glory hole as if will surely be.
Tesco calls and coffee with daughter.. Light dinner because of eating out tonight for showtime at theatre. A show which is done twice a year. I love it. Began as an anniversary and birthday present and carried on for ten years almost.
With my foot soreness I haven't ran or exercised this week.. I did think and have an urge also because I am feeling mentally chipper of fleetingly having a gamble. I have energy reserve you see. But I won't. I will look at it like that strip Of wallpaper you hang but it doesn't stick and it slowly falls away from the wall.... And that is just one frustrating annoying feeling.. ?
Breakfast calls.. One lazy furry lady snoozing on her chair needs her chum soon.. Ginge the cat next door will call for his milk.. Sits there till its poured. And tufty Mr. Squirrel will need new nut supply.. Any jobs at rspca I wonder...
So have a decent Friday folks..
Love boo.. Chat later ?
I love your posts Boo, they make me smile ?
Have a wonderful morning, I hope you foot feels better and that you are chuffed when your kitchen is done x
Thank you. I'm going out of the way because of the noise.. And chaos.. Oooh heck means I have to for more shopping and buy something off the bargain rail ?????
Boo xx
Chaos in Bootown waiting on a floor
Boo grabs her bag and heads out through the door
Feet her rather iffy but her heart and soul are dancing
Tonight she's at the theatre for some fun and sweet romancing
Oh lovely.... You bring sunshine to many a rainy day Stephen ☀️☔
Hello.
Feel like I have writers block. Suffice to say had a good night out. I have to work today and perhaps I am just tired. I'm well and settled just stuck for words..
Chat tonight.
Boo xx
Mrs Boo stuck for words! or is it writers block?
Looks at the clock on the living room wall which slowly goes tick tock
Last night the theatre with a meal and now the mornings here
Later on she'll go to work and spread some christmas cheer
Good morning Boo,
Glad to hear that you had a great night out. I hope your foot doesn't give you trouble at work today..Kitchen all finished?
Chat tonight x
All ok. Thanks. Speak tonight x?
Have a steady day all
Well got through today. Wasn't articulate in chat earlier today. But think how it was meant to sound was if I were a fly in the wall In chat or diary what would u be thinking.
But as someone said in chat does other people's opinions affect my recovery.. Well in short no.obviously my loved ones but they are a necessary part in my life.
So that made me feel better.
I don't know. The journey to my recovery is very much In its infancy so I am going to be plagued with thought processes I will have to deal with. Obviously I am looking for answers.. Which will in time unfold.
Chat was breezy tonight. Got home to a nice tea.. Just watching a TV mystery film.. So with that nite n bless.
Sleep well all
Boo x
Morning diary and all.
Awake.. That's a start.
Feeling OK. Off out to watch a yuletide run. I had to cancel due to foot but friend had my place. I'll watch and shop a bit.
Lazy afternoon planned and evening. Might watch strictly final
The jigsaw is there for times of zero tele.
Feeling OK.. Sorting money out each day. Thoughts of gambling hover. Thoughts of what gambling has taken persist.. But as gambling is my predator I have to be the stronger being and continue to fight.. And i will. I wish the urges to be eradicated. And the memories to be a mentor of how lost hope and misery can become my path to glory..
Bye till later.
Boo xx
Morning Boo, have a restful day and take care of yourself x
❤️?
Evening diary.. Very lazy day following going to running event but parking was so poor friends hadabandon. All hopes of running.
Anyway home and toasty.. Watching BBC drama. Glenda jackson
Feeling ok but think could be tempted into a casino visit were it possible. Its dominated my life so much last few years just can't snuff it out like a candle.
Winter days at least are bright so can get out. Otherwise it's cabin fever. Cooped up.. But so far so good..
Got a few days ahead planned.. Not going to get ahead of myself though..
Got no extra cash as spending wisely on house.
Need 2 new windows. But am not going do overtime as I need to focus on organising just what I earn. The more I have reminds me of gambling days.
Anyway... Peace to all
Boo xxx
How is the new jigsaw coming along boo? I may just be tempted to buy one ?
Sleep well x
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