So hard...but going forward
Can't stand myself....
Can't find place...
Working on nites so in work now....but last one tomoz...and off for 4...big challenge for me to not do something stupid when too much free time...feel like in prison...when can't play....Drowning in my own thoughts...but still believe can do it...
And I will proof it...no matter what 🙂
Wish me Good Luck...
Hey... i feel your pain like many i've had very dark days.
Keep busy on your 4 days off. This doesn't need to involve spending money you can;
Go to the park
Walk in town
Spend time with family
Watch a decent box set.
When your bored thats when you think your only escape is gambling but we're all here because of this addiction and your words show your ready to fight this.
Everyday you go gf is another step to salvation.
Stay strong. And if you have an urge to gamble..come back here to talk.