Tale between my legs!

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tamber12
(@tamber12)
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Hi guys, sorry to tell you i have been gambling on and off for the last 9 wks.

first, bet I had I won £1200.needless to say this has gone back plus another 3k.

only had about 6 or 7 bets, however, i have no control of my gambling.

I can't do this on my own so i have come back here hoping this site will give me the added will power to stop.

in the last year or so i have gone 6months and about 10 wks without a bet.i now hope to better that, one day at a time.i am a compulsive gambler.i had my last bet a few hours ago.

Thankfully i am not in debt. however, because of my gambling, i find it hard to connect to my emotions. its like i am an empty shell.

I would like to feel and connect with my emotions, i think gambling has taken so much more from me than just money.

Thank you in advance for reading this.i will log in on a daily basis.

Fresh start Day one.!!!

 

 
Posted : 4th August 2019 4:22 pm
(@yesmrc)
Posts: 20
 

I'm new here.. I was getting the same emotionless feelings. I just felt numb as I was playing (I play slots) not really interested in sports gambling though I've dabbled in the past. I was up one night and lost 300, I was glad when it was over, that was odd? Wanting to lose my money and I felt numb after. This is a horrible disease. 

 
Posted : 4th August 2019 7:34 pm
bdog
 bdog
(@bdog)
Posts: 305
 

You know the drill!

Blocks in place.  Head down. Don't dwell. check in regularly.

There is no weakness in relapse, as long as you notice it and act..and you have.

 
Posted : 4th August 2019 8:39 pm

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