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(@sarah1976)
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Well done jappy.  I think anything that makes it more difficult is to be encouraged and shows the positive headspace you are in. ?

 
Posted : 18th June 2019 6:00 am
Jappy
(@jappy)
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Today a beautiful morning walked into work knowing I can’t gamble - feeling good, looking forward to doing something positive this evening! Self excluded so another nail in coffin! Gamble free day!

 
Posted : 18th June 2019 7:49 am
gadaveuk
(@gadaveuk)
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Hi 

It was a wise decision to exclude your self.

It is a healthy boudary you hve set up for your self.

Love and peace to every one.

Dave L

AKA Dave of Beckenham

 
Posted : 18th June 2019 3:41 pm
Jappy
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Wide awake at silly o’clock! Thought I would read some forum blogs! The safety net of self exclusion helped today! Walking home I must have passed 15 bookies and the knowledge I can’t go in helped me as I simply walked home. This will help give me some headspace and to get out of the habit of popping in! Here to a day gamble free!

 
Posted : 19th June 2019 3:50 am
(@sarah1976)
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Well done for resisting jappy.  Yes the blocks help and create that hurdle.  I am on gamstop to help me.  Stay strong and keep dancing ? oops I mean keep gf.  ?

 
Posted : 19th June 2019 6:34 am
Jappy
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Thanks Sarah any day not feeling c**P helps and it’s another barrier against myself 

 
Posted : 19th June 2019 7:26 am
Jappy
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Awake again, yesterday a good day! Lunch time was difficult as head saying go and have a cheeky half hour to release stress! So self exclusion worked and end of day all good 

here’s to another day gf

 
Posted : 20th June 2019 3:33 am
Jappy
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Another day another gf day ? today has been a little easier on the head! Been busy went out at lunch grabbed food and back, so didn’t have time to “ponder” ponder usually includes a sneaky half hour! Hopefully this is self exclusion helping!

heres to a good day!

 
Posted : 20th June 2019 6:59 pm
Jappy
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Today another great day gf! Got a call from a friend to go to surprise birthday for a friend! Great night a few drinks and all sound no going off to casino or on line s**t!! A good day and another gf that’s all I need and want 

 
Posted : 22nd June 2019 12:30 am
Jappy
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Today the day after! Went to find my car. I then went to golf! This has been great for all friends/ beer / Indians and gold all there! The future is good with the social circle! Florida not great?

 
Posted : 22nd June 2019 8:29 pm
Jappy
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Today - Monday ? work abs chores - this has been a day when I have always wandered off to get some relief from the boredom. Today I have not plans to do that! I have a plan to complete work, gym or the driving range! All good to be gf.

 
Posted : 24th June 2019 8:09 am
Jappy
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That’s a full week and I am still gf which is great I have put barriers in place and my mind is slowly clearing and I am beginning to concentrate on other things been on theee runs, done golf practice a couple of times and done a days work! All great here is to tomorrow!

 
Posted : 24th June 2019 9:43 pm
Jappy
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It’s now Wednesday all good in world had a full day no thoughts about gambling - and that’s great please continue! On the road again for a few days but got my barriers in place self excluded where staying! So here’s to lots of work! Also some down time - maybe a meal out! Rather than binge eating after wasting time and money in bookies! Here to another day gf

 
Posted : 26th June 2019 8:16 am
Jappy
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Wed evening back at hotel I was at last Monday, this eve came back and did some work now all done and last Monday left the bookmakers after losing a few hundred and it was 9.15pm so waste a night! Much different feeling but barriers put in place that evening!

 
Posted : 26th June 2019 7:18 pm
Jappy
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Beautiful sunny day here in planet earth! Got enough money for my lunch and bus fares, off to work with no worries- pay day tomorrow and I can pay another month off debts! No increases, not new debt! Just one month to sanity.

today I will be gf and that’s great!?

 
Posted : 27th June 2019 7:55 am
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