Went sales shopping yesterday in a different town ... A town not betting shop excluded resulting in ruining my Xmas again! Those d**n machines and roulette jeez when am I going to learn. Beans rice and bread till next payday after a 250 pound loss.
I was having such a nice Xmas too until the devil pulled me back in 🙁
I feel your pain. It's happened to me the last 4 years. New to posting but have followed the site for a while. As becky says, keep your chin up. Beating yourself up about the loss won't make you fell better. The hardest thing from falling down is getting back up again. You can do it old boy! Wishing you well.