Something clicked and I realised my life is out of control, all down to gambling. Slots/games online. Just one last tenner, oh just twenty more and so on. I was stuck in a rut, still could be. It's so hard. I last gambled 21/03/19. I have been offered a lifeline several times, was once gf for over a year. Thought I could control it, stupidly started again, with limits on account, these limits soon fiddled with, and an obscene amount of money being lost again. I started lying to my husband again. I have come clean to him again, he knows it all, he's standing by me again. But this has to be it, I can't keep taking the P**s out of him, its reallly not fair.
For the last 10 days I haven't gambled I feel fantastic! I am no longer snappy, hiding in the bedroom on my iPad. I have spent lovely time with my husband, it really is much better.
However I do know I have a long way to go, I joined this site on th 21/03 hoping it would help. Reading others inspiring journeys has helped. This has to be it for me, there can be no going back. I am so lucky to be given another chance and I am about to become debt free, which as amazing as it is it worries the hell out of me. Because for the first time in many years I will have money. Which I am determined will not be spent on gambling, I will be getting my life back.
For Me x
I have overcome gambling and for months now I have worked hard, paid debts and actually saved money! I want to reach out because I need closure and I cannot stand the idea of it happening to anyone else as bad as it did for me. I’m 21 now and it all started once I turned 18. I have insights that people need to get over this and help them through. Reply if you want help. I’ve been to hell and back and now I need to help.
Hi Joeyjamieo ,
Well done on overcoming gambling for the time you have , it's great to hear this.
And thank you for offering support to other users on the forum .
Contact us anytime on 0808 8020 133 or via our website on our Netline service should you or anyone else here need any support moving forward , keep up the good work .
I have finally admitted I have a gambling addiction and trying to find the route of why I started gambling in the first place.
I have been gambling for 7 years and racked up £26000 worth of debt through it.
I have finally taken the steps I need to get myself out of this cycle and deal with the real problems at hand. The original post is so helpful and reading the comments gives me hope that I didn't have before that I can quit and get me back into a stable financial situation once more and more importantly a stable mental well-being.
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