Well done for posting today, I can appreciate it's not always an easy thing to do.
Try not to be so hard on yourself, setbacks do happen but it's how we deal with them and move forward that matters.
Remember that we are always here to support you and provide you with help via the Netline and helpline which is available 24/7.
please do keep posting and sharing.
All the best,
Hello Matthew Robertshaw
You are posting in the Forum, therefore, please keep posting. It is important to share with others and for others to come back and share their experience, strength and hope too.
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