I just have realised that I have serious problem I can't deal on my own anymore!
I want to stop and educating myself to stop but I can't! ?
I'm going insane...its affecting my normal day to day living ....
I don't want to be like that any longer
Do you have a phone? What you do is you call the Gamcare helpline, the number is in the upper right hand corner.
I feel you’re pain , I’ve just joined because I’m sat here crying after gambling my rent money . It’s true you feel sick anxious horrible the next day. I think I do it out of boredom and 2 yrs ago I got cancer it’s fine now but it really sent me under
I replied to you madarabb but I’m new and think I replied in wrong place
You just took the most important step in reaching out. You’ve got to keep advocating for that help. Can someone else hold onto your finances? As people have said on here, at least that stops you from being able to act on your impulses without going through that person. Is there someone who can take on that role? Don’t be ashamed. This disease can strike anyone just like any other disease.
Greg
Its an awful feeling but the best decision you can ever make is to stop.You can do this
Thank you for replay!
I found numbers
I excluded my self from online ? for 5 years ?!
I registrated for game change where you can get support from therapist!
I feel already better that I'm finally on to better path !
I couldn't continue that whay anymore I have got loots responsibilitie (my two kids )
I must be good example for them and do the best I can, I'm on for recovery !
I want happy myself back again!
Thank you Suzan??!
I understand you as well !
I have always been strong woman dealing with things being great mum but this really took me over ?
I have got competitive and addictive personality ...how I get to this mess?♀️
As more I was loosing I was chasing it double as next day or straight after I feel so sick of myself miserable and hopless and a shamed it's hard to describe....
I couldn't afire it and was sad I voud get things for my children instead but I was "saving "for holidays and bigger things ....
And it's gone I tought I can fix it hide my addiction fix it and put it all behind ...
As more I tried as worst it gets?
I never tought I be here but I'm happy I am now as its my hope I can sort it out as on my own I just stuck in that black whole I never want to bee again and feel this way !
Stay strong I hope we both and many others can get out of this misery, we can do this, and we will !!!I believe this has to happen (realisation and acceptance)so we finally can get right support and understand we are not alone!❤
@suzan I got it ??❤stay strong,we git this !
I send you replay on other message
Thank you so much for replying! ??
I have partner and two kids ,
My partner hates any kind of gambling and never understands why people do this ?
And me I'm always competitive person I love action well not on this case I have put myself in ?♀️
I'm still trying to understand and educate myself how could I get to this point ?♀️
I was keeping chasing my losses trying to fix what I have done, hide it all ,and what I did?
I put myself in deeper and deeper whole misery and depression ....I fell like I don't know myself anymore ?
I'm so ashamed
I'm planning to tell my partner everything as our relationship going not great at all lately?
he thinks I'm cheating he mentioned it once as he see I'm so changed nervous person lately ,he never known me this whay.
And it is all my gambling consequences ?
I'm a bit scared how he would take it but I think that is another step I must do as it would stop me or help me not relapse on future....
Than you!
Thank you so much for replying! ??
I have partner and two kids ,
My partner hates any kind of gambling and never understands why people do this ?
And me I'm always competitive person I love action well not on this case I have put myself in ?♀️
I'm still trying to understand and educate myself how could I get to this point ?♀️
I was keeping chasing my losses trying to fix what I have done, hide it all ,and what I did?
I put myself in deeper and deeper whole misery and depression ....I fell like I don't know myself anymore ?
I'm so ashamed
I'm planning to tell my partner everything as our relationship going not great at all lately?
he thinks I'm cheating he mentioned it once as he see I'm so changed nervous person lately ,he never known me this whay.
And it is all my gambling consequences ?
I'm a bit scared how he would take it but I think that is another step I must do as it would stop me or help me not relapse on future....
Than you!
thank you!! ??
I will no matter what!
I have accepted it ,realised it
And I know it will be long hard journey but I hope I will get to happy myself and free of this addiction!
It's just day one over but I want get out of it so desperately so I will fight it ?
@suzan be strong my lady ?
I can't imagine how difficult it coud be beat the cancer???
It must be stress and pain out of any league and recovery.....
o*g ?but you sad you good with it kind of I really hope now ?
Don't let this gambling devil take you we must be strong ! After all you have been trough ?
❤
thank you every word you said is true, I chase losses then get depressed I hate gambling and hope I’m strong enough to stop
I’ve contacted gamcare blocked myself on everything phoned my bank told them to also block me I can’t stand feeling like this now it’s a weight off knowing I can’t
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