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Xenedra

Member since:
16.08.2017

Xenedra's profile

My name is Xenedra, I used to gamble, I don't anymore.

I haven't gambled for

82

days

Date Post
11-12-2017 Days and Days Hi all, I'm back after a fair few days. I would love to say that I'm dropping back bri…
09-11-2017 DAYS 32, 33, 34, 35, 36, 37, 38, 39, 40, 41, 42, AND 43 Good evening to all my GamCare friends, I am…
29-10-2017 DAY'S 28, 29, 30 & 31 Well PAYDAY came and went by. The 25th of the month always held in such es…
24-10-2017 Thank you for your reply ​Moorey! Life is full of simple pleasures. Best of luck with your pay day…
24-10-2017 DAY'S 23, 24, 25, 26 and 27 Phew! Where did that time go? 27 days without a bet...and counting!  I …
19-10-2017 Hi Sharon,  Thank you for dropping by on my thread all comments mean a lot and I love to see others…
19-10-2017 DAY’s 21 & 22 Just checking in for more gamble free days! Still busy with gradually moving thi…
18-10-2017 Thank you for all your advice.  I will call O2 and discuss with them and ask them to block such acc…
18-10-2017 Hi all!  Abstainer, I have blocks on my laptop and have self excluded everywhere I could think but …
17-10-2017   [quote=Sharon41] It genuinely fills me with joy to read how optimistic and positive you are, as i…
16-10-2017 Day 19 I don’t really have much to report. Just to say that I am still here, still free from gambl…
15-10-2017 DJC, welcome, you are amoungst people what have been to the dark place that you are now.  My story …
15-10-2017 Thank you all for your best wishes (and candle orders lol) Day's 17 & 18  Let's get to bussines…
13-10-2017 [quote=ste_ven] Hi Xen Good chatting tonight (and you Adam!).  We are on a long, difficult path and…
13-10-2017 [quote=adam808] The more I read your story and chat to you Xenedra, I am positive we are in the same…
13-10-2017 Hi,  Fellow Slot addict...please see my diary for a frank memoir of how awful this is. I am current…
13-10-2017 Hi ODAAT, yes i thought it was strange but I can see what he means. Deny yourself then you will put …
12-10-2017 Thank you for your continued support. I feel like I am really making head way! DAY 15 I'm exhausted!…
11-10-2017   DAY'S 13 AND 14 Didnt come online yesterday (day 13) as I have been so busy with work and the hou…
09-10-2017 Thank you Smashed...we are ready now. DAY 12 Still gamble free, despite some strong thoughts today. …
08-10-2017 Hi James,  Welcome, you are in good company. Your in a good place, you have realised that gambling …
08-10-2017 DAY 11 'I was left to my own devices. Many days fell away with nothing to show'.  This was my life,…
07-10-2017 Hey Mixer,  Just downloaded this song...so fitting!  30 days is my goal! I want to get to pay day.…
07-10-2017 DAY 10 Hello day 10, a cold Saturday in October.  I went out with my daughter to look at some new t…
07-10-2017 Hi all! Thank you all so much for you lovely messages, I really feel part of a community on here! Wa…
05-10-2017 Thank you Smashed I do feel different this time! DAY 8 Literally dont know where to start with today…
04-10-2017 Thank you Merry Go Round...I hope we do as well. My daughter put 'a new house for me and mummy' at t…
03-10-2017 Hi,  Im currently 6 days GF. Slots were my poison. I definitely have felt some withdrawal. Mainly a…
03-10-2017 Oh 4D im thinking of it all...the bit that hit home to me is the bit whereby the longer you play the…
02-10-2017 Hi and welcome back.  You have to forget the losses...the past has gone. This is not an easy thing …
02-10-2017 Hi Alan...thank you as always... DAY 5 Today literally flew by!! Very busy day at work which always …
02-10-2017 I watched this last night and OMGGGGG...it really hit a nerve. What a muppet they think we are?!? Es…
01-10-2017 Hi Smashed! Yes I certainly have. I now understand and believe that I will never be able to catch up…
01-10-2017 Hi Alan, I love that anology. I will try and think of it like this more now. It''s just such a shame…
01-10-2017 DAY 4  Day 4...Sunday...The day actually went ok. I just pottered about. I am in the process of com…
01-10-2017 Hi Tommy,  Thanks for your post on my thread, always appreciate the replies...keeps me motivated. I…
01-10-2017 How are you doing Alimbutt?   …
30-09-2017 Hi and welcome,you are in the right place. I'm an online slot addict currently three days clean. Wha…
30-09-2017 Hi, thank you for the comments. Sadly my daughters father wouldn't be able to do that as he has a CC…
29-09-2017 Thank you both.  Iv had a bath and cleared my head a bit since that post. Although I will find it h…
29-09-2017 Thanks Alan : ) DAY 2 Hello, day 2...you started well. A potentially busy day at work slowed to allo…
28-09-2017 Hi Adam,  Glad i found your thread! Keep going...we can do this! Also well done on the stop smoking…
28-09-2017 DAY 1 Thank you for all your replies.  I dont really know how I feel about today. Still reeling fro…
28-09-2017 [quote=HowDidItGetToThis] if hi [quote=Xenedra] Even though I am fully aware I was making decisions,…
28-09-2017 Just read through your whole story! Such an inspirational one, and one I can really relate to. (I to…
27-09-2017 Thank you a million times ALAN.  It is so hard to come back here at times, partly because the the g…
27-09-2017 Hi, My vice is also slots. I have several threads on this site but have just posted my newest about …
24-09-2017 Hi,  Thank you for sharing and welcome. Slots is my vice (online).  I feel your pain as will a lot…
20-09-2017 I had favourite slots, I like Stinking rich, raging rhino and kingdom of wealth.  But to be honest.…
20-09-2017 I love the forum and I do feel connected here and I love reading others stories and knowing I'm not …

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