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wants2stop

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03.02.2015

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18-06-2018 Thanks for the lovely posts. I stupidly deposited again today. The money I had won went in won £50 …
17-06-2018 Day 1 Trying to stay positive and forgive myself …
16-06-2018 Day 0 In less than 48 hours I managed to deposit £325 and run up the credit card again too. Obvious…
14-06-2018 Day 160/Day 0 Wtf have i done. I have gambled. No idea why or where it came from …
12-06-2018 Day 158 Feeling stressed  …
11-06-2018 Day 157 Still gf. Not had many urges but felt really **** this last week  …
06-06-2018 Day 152 Typical after my last post. Having a few urges  …
04-06-2018 Day 150 Rarely thinking about gambling nowadays. I say rarely it’s daily but just things that remi…
30-05-2018 Day 145 Yeah I know what you mean. Did the crime do the time. But most of these debts will take 5 ye…
27-05-2018 Day 142 Feeling good. Been having several gambling dreams lately and then I feel disappointed and fr…
25-05-2018 Day 140 You are right and each gf day stops it getting higher. I just get frustrated that my actions…
22-05-2018 Day 137 Feeling a bit poop. Get paid Friday and it’s goong to be a struggle. Really annoying not g…
21-05-2018 Day 136 Broke my wrist roller skating (bucket list) to think I thought this would be beneficial lol!…
19-05-2018 Have had a couple of urges this week but kept busy …
19-05-2018 Day 134 As part of my new gf life I joined Buckt a subscription of activities which inspired me to w…
14-05-2018 Day 129 Feeling positive …
10-05-2018 Day 125 Urges seem to subsided now however dreamt of gambling last night. Glad it was a dream and no…
07-05-2018 Day 122 Lovely gf bank holiday :) …
06-05-2018 Day 121 Been working on a bucket list. Enjoying using my time and energy on things other than gambli…
05-05-2018 Day 120 He did gamble but only £50 so much better than usual. He's still being nice too …
03-05-2018 Day 118 Hoping the OH doesn't gamble this day. He's been really nice this last week. Would love it i…
02-05-2018 Thank you. I start to see the light but its going to take a long time. Trying to snowball so I see a…
02-05-2018 Day 117 You are right. I'm normally very good get several emails a day from gambling sites and usual…
30-04-2018 Debt now £10763.26. Thanks to some payday loan interest refunds. Spent it wisely trying to sort fin…
30-04-2018 Day 115 Still glad to be gf. Surprised how many urges I have had recently. Feeling run down though …
28-04-2018 Day 113 Resisted. Feeling good …
27-04-2018 I was logged on as email got sent with 20 free spins. Used them. Wanted to gamble. Was close. Self e…
27-04-2018 Day 112 More urges :( am so close right now to gambling …
26-04-2018 Day 111 More temptations today …
25-04-2018 Day 110 Few more urges lately. Doesn't help the OH has won for once. My stupid brain thinks it can d…
24-04-2018 Day 109 Felt a bit tempted last night but I can distract myself long enough for it to pass Thank you…
23-04-2018 Day 108 Paige's birthday day today. Glad to say I will be spending it gamble free. OH Still gambling…
18-04-2018 Day 103 Yeah century club here I am. This week could be terrible. OH On nights and I have money in t…
16-04-2018 I'm OK. I did some housework then watched some stand up comedy. Going bed now still gamble free :) …
16-04-2018 Day 101 Feeling furious. If there was ever a time I would gamble it would be tonight! Pulse is racin…
14-04-2018 Day 99 Not long now for triple figures. Pleased I have got here. Not sure how …
13-04-2018 Day 98 Not had too many urges. They come and go. Bit stressed though with these debt complaints …
12-04-2018 Day 97 Between last login I ended up feeling a bit tempted stress related I think. OH still ridiculo…
09-04-2018 Just dropping by again :) …
09-04-2018 Thanks for your support. So amazing to see you go into your 2nd year gamble free. Its a struggle we …
09-04-2018 I started in Feb. The 8 weeks was up last week so some going to FOS. Been good as I have been using …
09-04-2018 Day 94 Still gf and not had many urges lately either which is good …
06-04-2018 Day 91 Good advice. Had a couple of offers. Accepted 2 so far. Probably shouldn't have accepted one …
04-04-2018 So 2/3 debt was £11423.97 so up £871.55 but will the council tax bill coming in at around £1200 i…
04-04-2018 Thanks feeling good and realising how well I am doing. Bit late on debt figures. Standing at 21 debt…
04-04-2018 Day 89 Thanks for your support. Getting ever closer to 100 days now. Proud of myself so far. Just ha…
01-04-2018 Day 86 Good to know I'm not alone. Feeling a bit low again lately. Tired and fed up …
29-03-2018 Been having urges lately. Not sure of trigger. Probably stress and seeing OH gamble sometimes doesn'…
29-03-2018 Day 83 Gambling dream again last night. Few urges again. Yes I'm sure she is loving the gf me. Stayi…
26-03-2018 Day 80 Still gf just been too busy to check in …

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