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ND1

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11.10.2015

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16-06-2018 After 6 months gamble free I broke this weekend and have lost 2.2k in 48 hours. Stupid sports bettin…
30-04-2018 I’m going to keep updating and now hitting 4 months which is the most I have ever done. I’ll kee…
04-03-2018 Now 2 months + totally gamble free. A good feeling now as there were times where I was struggling to…
11-02-2018 Still going strong. This is a really good period for me now. No urges and not even thinking about ga…
28-01-2018 Feeling good today. 29 days gamble free. Still happily ticking and pleased to have put an element of…
21-01-2018 Still going ok - 20 days and counting    …
09-01-2018 Some positive news for me as used 31st Dec as my last ever gambling day. Got through the last weeken…
30-12-2017 Started again. Day Zero... …
24-12-2017 Still doing ok. Just ticking them off but still feeling like i’m not in control as getting urges a…
08-12-2017 Still ticking those days off. Starting to feel better …
03-12-2017 Well I have made the weekend. For the first time since 30th Sept I didn’t have thousands of pound …
30-11-2017 Day 4 - another one ticked. My first target is Christmas and then if I achieve this I will keep chal…
29-11-2017 Day 3 - ticking them off slowly. The weekend is always the hardest as i’ve find Monday to Thursday…
28-11-2017 steps i Thank you for posting and your comments are much appreciated. I’m lucky in a way as I earn…
20-11-2017 Life sets you up for challenges and i’m trying hard. When you reflect on how you could possibly sp…
06-11-2017   I’m aware of my compulsion as my prolonged periods of gambling have always been when I have sud…
06-11-2017 Another £1,500 gone today. £7k lost since 30th September when I broke my 6 month gamble free perio…
03-11-2017 I am all over the place now. I withdrew some significant winnings and the gambling company first req…
25-10-2017 Reading this diary is helpful to me too. Over the last two years I have been battling hard. 3 separa…
19-10-2017 3 days. Normally straight forward in the week always harder at the weekend when work isn’t on and …
17-10-2017 2 days - extremely busy day today and that always makes it easier!  …
16-10-2017 On the plus side - 1 day free …
16-10-2017 Another £1,000 lost today so approx £2,800 in a week. I totally lost track of my spending and at t…
13-10-2017 The cycle is back hard again. I'm not sleeping as too busy gambling £500 on random American footbal…
30-09-2017 Another urge and this time it won. Deposited and lost £500. Self excluded and started again. Same o…
23-09-2017 Still had an urge again tonight for around a 15 min period but refrained again. I'm proud that I did…
22-09-2017 For the first time in ages I really wanted to have a big bet tonight. I haven't been sleeping too we…
12-09-2017 Still going well. Almost hitting the 4 month mark. Trying not to get complacent.  …
15-08-2017   As I'm currently only 93 days gamble free I'm no expert especially as over the last 3 years I've …
03-08-2017 Everything still going well and hitting the 3 month mark with no urges anymore. I know from experien…
04-07-2017 Still going strong. The two months in coming up and things are good.  …
13-06-2017 One entire month without gambling. That is worth posting about!! I'm back on the positive thoughts n…
29-05-2017 Since I cancelled my card I haven't gambled to two full weekends which is a strange feeling. Watchin…
13-05-2017 Today I have the first positive thing to write in a long time. Since my last post I have had some da…
27-04-2017 I've always been controlled with cash and it is always on line betting that I have issues with. I've…
26-04-2017 3 days gamble free.  …
24-04-2017 At least I can post something positive as I am 1 day gamble free.  …
23-04-2017 On the plus side it is over 12 hours since I last gambled.  …
23-04-2017   Thanks for the comment Julie. I think it is a number of factors. It is largely about money as my …
22-04-2017 I just wanted to talk through my day today as I opened random accounts and then closed and self excl…
21-04-2017 Another £2k gone tonight. I need to stop as this is getting out of control as I don't seem to be co…
20-04-2017 I'm still gambling and mixing but the big gain then big loss. Just trying to cancel and Close but at…
08-04-2017 Lost £2.5k in 24 hours. Lost total track of what I am spending and in a bad spiral. I've self exclu…
06-04-2017 Upon reflection this morning I don't really know what triggered the relapse. Maybe it was boredom or…
05-04-2017 I've got back into it again for some reason. The last 2 weekends I have been pumping £1,000's onto …
17-03-2017 I've hit the four month mark which is a really good achievement. I still have urges and last weekend…
22-02-2017 Still doing well. The urges still hit me from time to time especially when I get bored or am home al…
29-01-2017 Another weekend ticked off. This was the first weekend in ages that I watched a bit of cricket and d…
13-01-2017 Almost two months since my last bet. Still get urges to bet from time to time but managing to contro…
02-01-2017 Still doing ok. Had urges over Christmas and tried to look at old accounts to see if I could log in …

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