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Melonade

Member since:
31.10.2017

Melonade's profile

I just can't take it anymore...

I haven't gambled for

17

days

Date Post
07-12-2017 LB, just wanted to drop by and say well done. It's so hard and I can relate to how your feeling. I d…
07-12-2017 My reason was debt. I thought I could make it go away after a few first good wins. By the time I rea…
07-12-2017 Thanks for the mention. I'm sorry to say I relapsed just over week ago. So now on day 6. I hope I ca…
07-12-2017   Thank you both for your support. I'm just annoyed my stupid brain got the better of me this time.…
07-12-2017 Well I was too afraid to come back on for few days as didn't want to disappoint everyone on here. Re…
01-12-2017 Sorry checking in 31 days gf :)  …
30-11-2017 Thank you :) so glad that we are all here to support each other and understand this addiction. I got…
22-11-2017 That's exactly what happened payday last, I thought I'll only spend the bonus money I had accumulate…
22-11-2017   Well I'm now on day 22 admittedly probably got no money to gamble away still... but I could of ga…
22-11-2017 Well done! Keep up the great progress. No the sites don't care, it sickens me to think how much rich…
13-11-2017 Sadly I don't get time off at Christmas apart from Christmas Day and Boxing Day... :( I don't have a…
13-11-2017 [quote=ODAAT] Addiction loves that you hate yourself, will happily convince you that since you are a…
13-11-2017       Thanks loxxie x my weekend was ok thank you kept occupied. Hope you also had a nice weekend…
10-11-2017 Well done on another day GF. Just keep bringing up that feeling each time you have the urge. Remembe…
10-11-2017 No still can't face up to anyone. I know I should but I just can't at the moment. I can't witness th…
10-11-2017 I think it's great to note down how your feeling and your thoughts in your diary. I've been doing th…
09-11-2017 And I don't want to be back here regretting anything!! :)  I've excluded. I'm so lazy if I can't ge…
09-11-2017 I too am in early days, I'm on day 9 and I've had a good day today. No urges, but I don't have the m…
09-11-2017   Day 9.... Dear Diary, Feeling ok today. No urges. Looking forward to double figures on GF tomorro…
09-11-2017 Day 9 checking in :) …
08-11-2017 I also struggle with the value of money... I have had to now learn to live on a budget. I work hard,…
08-11-2017 Well done on your progress so far, how has the rest of your week gone?  Great news on seeking the h…
08-11-2017   Needed to put some thoughts down and read through my previous ones tonight.. I guess I've grieved…
08-11-2017 Thank you Loxxie for your reply. I know I shouldn't go  the demos and I don't even know why I do. I…
08-11-2017 Can I join? 8th day GF :)  …
08-11-2017 How are you doing now James?  Thought I would just check in and see ?   …
08-11-2017   Thank you for your replies. I'm now on day 8 GF, maybe not by choice. I did get a bonus, went onl…
02-11-2017 I am having an ok day today. I guess been busy with work and haven't really thought about it. Though…
02-11-2017 Welcome, I'm in early stages of wanting to give up this exhausting habit. I too have also brought sc…
02-11-2017 I couldn't just read and move on without leaving a post. Just want you to know that I understand you…
01-11-2017 Thank you so much for your support. I can't shake the feeling of being pathetic at the moment, 30 mi…
01-11-2017 I have got through the day, still feeling very sick and worried if the little money I have will fed …
31-10-2017     [quote=James_82]I've got a loan from Tesco ready to sign that will take if not all most of the…
31-10-2017 I understand the situation. I have started a DMP. Failed the first payment as I gambled it away. I d…
31-10-2017   I would agree. 100%. I also think they need to focus on the online casinos too, I saw one of them…
31-10-2017 [quote=Loxxie]Hey. ..me again... Didn't realise you had this post as well :-) All you're saying and …
31-10-2017   Have you tried to self exclude before? Or try the software? I really want to give this up, I want…
31-10-2017   Well done on 600 days that is amazing. I actually came across the site reading your diary and I t…
31-10-2017 Thank you so much for sharing your story jspray1984. I fear I would of done the same as you. Many ti…