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Markman

Member since:
14.12.2011

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I haven't gambled for

16

days

Date Post
13-02-2018 Last time I went this long without a bet I went over 200 days. A repeat is very much on. …
12-02-2018 We all have days like that Wilsy. Hope you feel more uppish soon. Big well deserved well done on you…
05-02-2018 Many thanks Wilsy - very much appreciated. Looking forward to checking in on your diary. Very glad t…
02-02-2018 Back into double figures since my last blip. Only the odd thought of gambling but must resist at all…
01-02-2018 [quote=duncanmac]Today is seven days no gambling I have been a mixed up mess of emotions I go from e…
31-01-2018 Another week, another month end, another payday. Gamble free and no thought of gambling for now. …
29-01-2018 So I survive the weekend and remain gamble free. This morning I feel as though a weight hs been lift…
25-01-2018 Two days in, the dust has settled, and I can see a bit more clearly. It has very much been a nose to…
25-01-2018 Thanks for your post yesterday IBALLT. We both know any friendly voice is very well received in thes…
24-01-2018 Gambled yesterday. Feeling ashamed and mortified this morning. Feeling ridiculous considering how co…
19-01-2018 A very busy day workwise. I arrived at the office an hour late owing to a burst watermain en route. …
18-01-2018 Sorry to hear about your misfortune Duncan. I hope manage to find it. I would invoke Karma - such t…
12-01-2018 I loved your last post Duncan. I am a firm believer in embracing and fully appreciating the small ev…
12-01-2018 Still footloose and gamble free. It is amazing how I was coasting with a gamble free life this time …
11-01-2018 Many thanks again Sharon! I am much happier today. I got an extra hour sleep last night so a little …
10-01-2018 Massive well done on 300 days Sharon. You really deserve it and very much look forward to congratula…
10-01-2018 10th January 2017, 1 year ago to the day, I woke up, looked at my phone expecting to see a signific…
10-01-2018 Many thanks for your kind words Paul and Abs. Very much appreciated and the kind of thing that keeps…
05-01-2018 Hi Abs, We all have those moments and we all lapse - do not be hard on yourself - all part and parc…
02-01-2018 Happy new year one and all! For the avoidance of doubt I remain on the wagon but am holding on for …
02-01-2018 Duncan, I am truly humbled for your kind words. I am ever so pleased that you are able to start a ne…
02-01-2018 Dear Kelly, Just wanted to wish you a happy new year and to congratulate you on hitting a year gambl…
30-11-2017 End of Month. Payday. Usual drill. All bills paid just after 2am and Christmas money lodged safely w…
13-11-2017 September and October were total write-offs. November has so far been sensible. All eyes are on fami…
10-11-2017 First Check In. Markman 3 Days and counting.   …
08-11-2017 Can I join your group? No gambling until Christmas and beyond is just what the Doctor ordered. I am …
31-10-2017 Thanks for your words of support, Phil, Change and Paul. Change, I am good thank you. I hope youb ar…
26-10-2017 Keep going Phil! On lunch myself. Money very much an object but will make do with a Pot Noodle! How …
23-10-2017 Hi Phil, Great to hear from you and pleased that you have found your way again. The usual procedure …
20-10-2017 Thank you very much old friend! They be some wise words. As we all know old habits die hard. I have …
13-10-2017 Back in the office this morning and fully focused on the things that matter. I have academic assignm…
10-10-2017 Morning GBoy. Thanks for your visit to my diary last week. Big congratulations on one week. A small …
10-10-2017 Morning Duncan, I was going to log on and wish you a happy birthday yesterday but must have passed o…
05-10-2017 Congratulations on 147 days Abs. You are doing great and it really pleases me to see you doing so we…
05-10-2017 Many thanks Change! Gamble free again yesterday. Gamble free today. Had a brief chat with Mrs Markma…
04-10-2017 Not in the best of moods. The light is still shining brightly at the end of the tunnel, but my not t…
30-09-2017 Change Mate your second paragraph 100% describes the way I crashed and burned at the beginning of Se…
28-09-2017 Xenedra, well done for coming back to the forum and for having the courage to take counselling. It i…
28-09-2017 Thanks for the uplifting link Change! I though you were taking the **** out of my last Jeremiad of a…
27-09-2017 A month or so ago I relapsed. The very first day I got back from holiday with my family. In a flash,…
26-09-2017 Dear Duncan, Just spent 10 minutes writing a response to your post and then realised it was one I ha…
25-09-2017 I cetainly hit the ground running this morning. I arrived in the office a couple of hours ago and h…
24-09-2017 A beautiful morning. Up early to be greeted in the living room by young Louis who never seems to sle…
19-09-2017 Dear Shaun, I hope you had a great holiday and managed stay gamble free thereafter. Do let us know h…
19-09-2017 After my brief relapse a few weeks ago I remain on the wagon and committed to recovery. Very busy w…
12-09-2017 I am feeling very grateful today to be gamble free and 100% focused on what is really important. So …
07-09-2017 Thanks Duncs I use the "it is what it is" maxim all the time. You can only dwell on the past and not…
07-09-2017 Very much regretting my terrible lapse two weeks ago. Looking back, I was totally exhausted and over…
05-09-2017 I am feeling much better today. All focus is on work. No time at all given to addiction. In fact, I …
04-09-2017 Many thanks Kelly and Duncan for your uplifting words last week. I am now looking forward to startin…

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