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leedso

Member since:
27.02.2010

leedso's profile

Depression and a downward spiral had me in its grip. It's a constant fight to keep coming back and not to turn to those machines, but it's a fight worth meeting head on.

I haven't gambled for

175

days

Date Post
08-07-2017 Nowt much to report if I'm honest...just back on the straight and narrow in terms of gambling. Every…
26-06-2017 Okay, still on the straight and narrow - lots of work and stress from my mum's craziness. It can't e…
22-06-2017 Hi Louis, Thanks for your post today. It was very kind and thoughtful, and I think my thoughts that …
22-06-2017 Hi guys,  Thanks for the support - it is appreciated and if it was just down to support then I know…
21-06-2017 I could certainly do with joining that challenge. Currently on day 0, but will hopefully be up to 9 …
21-06-2017 Well, in terms of that pesky counter, it is back at 0 again.  Problems breed problems, and in an ho…
21-06-2017 Hi SA, I'm sorry to read that you're having a tough time...we seem to find ourselves back on this pa…
07-03-2017 I've had a look at gamban - I suppose the only question I have, and I doubt if anyone here has the a…
15-02-2017 Still back in the saddle, building up the days once again. Still holding together. Nowt much to add.…
07-02-2017 Okay, software blocks in place on the computer. Hopefully this will help. Fixing myself might take l…
02-02-2017 All fair comments, and if I'm honest I don't really know is the answer. I guess there is a part of m…
01-02-2017 Sorry guys, I can't check in this week. I'm back to 0. …
01-02-2017 Well, I guess I knew this was coming based on the urges over the last few days. Today is once again …
31-01-2017 Not much to say really. Still plodding. Temptation sneaking in, as I would like to put a few bets on…
25-01-2017 Hi guys, Good work so far. With regards to exchanging email addresses privately, you can also send i…
25-01-2017 Some level of normality starting to return - mum now has a carer in for a couple of hours four days …
24-01-2017 Hi all, Great work in remaining gamble free. Together we're depriving the bookies of so much of our …
20-01-2017 Still marching on - tired, weary, but ultimately have to keep pushing on or give up, and I am not gi…
18-01-2017 Still standing. Check in for this week. …
12-01-2017 Checking in for the week - 161 not out. …
12-01-2017 Absolutely exhausted tonight - just got back from nearly two hours of five-a-side in the snow - the …
10-01-2017 Hi Rhoda, I absolutely understand your comments about replacing one self-destructive thing with anot…
10-01-2017 Thanks for your kind words and support on my diary mate - you are right that trying to do right by o…
08-01-2017 Hi Rhoda, Thanks for your kind post on my diary - a good night's sleep and the right medication seem…
08-01-2017 Thanks Rhoda and S, Today seems to be much better, a good long night's sleep and I made sure she too…
07-01-2017 Hi S, Hope you are having a good weekend and that all that is going well for you - was the movie goo…
07-01-2017 Hi Alan, Happy New Year buddy, hope that it was a good one and that your son's dissertation is nearl…
07-01-2017 Hi Dean0, Hope you are doing well this evening, and enjoying that gamble free progress you're making…
07-01-2017 Hi Charley, Good to read you've started the year on a positive note, although sorry you're not feeli…
07-01-2017 The drama never ends in this family, another tough couple of days... in and out of hospital and now …
06-01-2017   [quote=Herford] How many days mate    [/quote] 156 for me, nearly at the half year mark. …
06-01-2017 I'm still gamble free and checked in. …
05-01-2017 Still gamble free check in. Embrace the positives. …
05-01-2017 Still here, still gamble-free. Family life in tatters due to mum's disregard for her own health. But…
01-01-2017 Great to see plenty of people wanting to start the new year with a new approach. Thank you Deano for…
01-01-2017 Hi Brandon, Thank you for your post on my diary - great to read about your positive progress and how…
01-01-2017 If this was cricket, I'd be happy to bring up the ton fifty today, but plenty more numbers to add on…
29-12-2016 Is it wrong that I aspire to be able to spend a day in PJs eating ****?  Seems like a great way to …
29-12-2016 Hi guys, As my first venture off the Recovery Diaries board, I'd like to join in on this challenge i…
29-12-2016 Another few days along the path, another series of dramas in the life of me and mum. Okay, so drivin…
28-12-2016 Hi SA, Time to put the iron back into that resolve, you know yourself that when you get your mind go…
28-12-2016 Hi mate, Facing up to the fact that you have slipped after a fairly long time away from gambling is …
28-12-2016 Hi Sandra, Glad to see that you are retaining that positive attitude - don't let your anger sour tha…
28-12-2016 Hi mate, I've always found walking mainly requires stubbornness rather than any great fitness (been …
27-12-2016 Hi Anon, Thanks for your kind post on my diary. Well done on your next approaching milestone, certai…
26-12-2016 Hi Dean0, Well done on your progress so far, sixteen weeks under the belt is no mean feat? What you …
26-12-2016   Hi Rednow, Technically, government rules insists that every bank has a 'basic' bank account avail…
25-12-2016 Happy Christmas all, Another one comes around, but for me this Christmas is a different one. Too muc…
23-12-2016 Hi SA You know in your heart what comes of gambling, but sorry to hear of your latest slip. The end …
23-12-2016 Hi Sandra, So glad to read that you are okay, especially so after the close call that you mentioned …

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