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judy

Member since:
23.07.2012

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16-12-2017 Thank you for the boost Duncs. Much love to you, Sarah, the kids and the hounds. Saturday:  ma fini…
14-12-2017 Thank you for your kind words Cathy.  Looking back there were sooo many good souls looking after me…
13-12-2017 It was at this time of year five years ago that my brother Ed lost his fight with addiction.  I can…
12-12-2017 Slowly emerging from a **** mood. When I'm not working I'm home sitting essentially waiting for some…
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08-12-2017 I was just thinking that when I quit drinking there weren't any triangles to break. There were bars …
08-12-2017 Thoughts come and thoughts go. Thoughts are just thoughts after all. It's freezing outside and it's …
07-12-2017 Why is it that when something really good happens my thoughts default to gambling? Wtf? Cunning. Baf…
07-12-2017 Was just thinking how much at times I dread going in to work. How anxious I get. I realize now that …
07-12-2017 Saturday we are taking our niece to knitting class. I'm going to learn how to knit. :-D   …
06-12-2017 I learned over the years that in order change a person has to eventually get to the bottom of why th…
06-12-2017 Restful sleep is coming easier. Knowing and owning the truth about myself is painful at times but I …
05-12-2017 If I had a dollar for every time I said to myself, I feel like a peice of sheet for what I've done, …
02-12-2017 In addition I'm thinking at their very best an addict is ineffective. At their worst a soulless ener…
02-12-2017 Today is a check in. It's been over 10 weeks without a weekend trip to the casino. Sure I feel good …
25-11-2017 Functional dysfunction? Is there such a thing? I remember a woman I knew back in the early 1990s. Sh…
24-11-2017 Morning World.. just coming to. Food coma due to Thanksgiving. If there's a cure for this I don't wa…
22-11-2017 Paul, thank you for your kind words. Today: keeping clean and living sober (for want of a better wor…
19-11-2017 Thanks for the support and kind words Kelly and LML.  Someday soon I will find the courage to step …
17-11-2017 I was thinking about what MGR wrote about lying. It's so true. Lying is destructive and sometimes th…
13-11-2017 And my journey up to this point has been about figuring out how and why I lost faith in myself to th…
12-11-2017 I'm anticipating next week. Not dreading but, already setting up the line of defense. Nothing has ev…
11-11-2017 Thanks Cathy! The choice not to gamble my earnings away is made clearer and clearer with each day be…
09-11-2017 Oh and, watch out for lady denial. She can be a real bi  t ch. …
09-11-2017 Still plugging along. Addicts tend to trade in one addiction/ compulsion for another. Self punishmen…
04-11-2017 Sounds good. Really good. Happy Saturday Charley! :-) …
03-11-2017 Howdy World, I might not have it all figured out. What I do have is my soul. I have this day, a litt…
28-10-2017 Hi Kelly, I can't think of anything to say. So, I will just sit here for a minute maybe, you know, t…
14-10-2017 Thank you for chiming in Kelly. Much appreciated. "So, ring the bells that still can ring. Forget yo…
13-10-2017 Oh, and in addition I am and have been for a very long time now  painfully aware that on some days …
13-10-2017 Reality TV. Social media. Tweet tweet..As the veil of civility fades into nothingness I am beginning…
08-10-2017 Thank You for posting that MGR. I wish you well. -joan …
06-10-2017 Hello World, Science teaches us that the brain, the mind, and the body are connected. I have learned…
30-09-2017 There we go..  I'm grappling with some panic today. I think I might know what's bugging me. I made …
30-09-2017 Hi World, I tried wrong before but kept getting an error message.. so this is a test.    …
29-09-2017   Great hearing from you Kelly and thank you for checking in.  Helloooo World, Along with the emot…
16-09-2017 Morning World, Thank you for your words Kelly. They were affirming and encouraging and I really need…
15-09-2017 Hello World, I have no idea when my last gamble was? Maybe a little over 2 months ago? Today I had a…
26-08-2017 Morning World: Recovery Blog time. So many e-post cards like fallen leaves blowing in the cyber wind…
24-08-2017 Morning World: Seems it's true what's been said. The more things change, the more things stay the sa…
18-08-2017 Morning World: Whatever you do today don't gamble your hard earned money away. Don't hate on yoursel…
15-08-2017 Now your talkin! Right on S.A.  -joanxxx …
15-08-2017 Morning World: Time to tap out a few on the old recovery blog. A place where I can speak my mind and…
13-08-2017 Hello World, Experience on this forum has taught me that maybe "diary" is the wrong word. Anyway, I …
12-08-2017 Diary: Hanging out. Watching movies with my partner. Slowly normalizing. Gambling is not an option. …
12-08-2017 Diary: It's one of those days where I wake up numb and wind up feeling raw in a matter of hours. Yes…
05-08-2017 Chinese take out. Strawberry sundae for dessert. Some tv and then sleeps. Normalcy. …
05-08-2017 i must have left my diary just like that poor old gal's cake- out in the rain.. I find myself this m…
21-07-2017 Diary: I think having expectations gets to me every time. The way I build **** up inside of my head.…
14-07-2017 Diary: Challenges at work: the unknown. New sheriff in town means heads will roll. Where I work it f…

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