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Equinox

Member since:
18.10.2017

Equinox's profile

I haven't gambled for

12

days

Date Post
15-12-2017 Day 11 and gambling thoughts are as good as gone. But I know this feeling can be temporary, so I'll …
15-12-2017 Hi CM3003 - congrats on achieving day 20, plus winning the bonus Christmas gift from NatWest!  Read…
14-12-2017 Dear Diary Back into double figures again with 10 days on the clock.  Things are very busy and I'm …
14-12-2017 [quote=Muststop123] To quote the real JW again, rather than your fake one, "A man's got to have a co…
12-12-2017 [quote=ODAAT] I’m not @ my normal place of work 2moz else I’d chaperone you in Town...Remember t…
12-12-2017 Thanks sjwsjw, I appreciate the boost - I'm determined to chip away at the days and make up for the …
12-12-2017 [quote=Joanne Isla]  One half of me was screaming, withdraw, withdraw the winnings but I just can'…
12-12-2017 Hi Muststop123 - well done. I read through your diary again and your recovery is truly inspiring. I'…
12-12-2017 Hi CM3003 - Well done - it's really good to see the days and the money clocking up. Glad your urges …
12-12-2017 Hi Bxcxa - just dropping in to say well done and I hope everything is still going well.  …
11-12-2017 Monday is over and I've headed back from London nice and early, dodging the casinos.  Still not pro…
09-12-2017   Just dropping into say Dear Diary I’m still gf. The London casinos were as about as appealing a…
06-12-2017 Just want to log this feeling in my diary. I feel so bad about losing my 28 days. The loss of those …
06-12-2017 Hi Muststop123 (I'm never sure whether I should include numbers - but I suddently thought it might b…
05-12-2017 Hi sjwsjw - thanks - and I know this sounds crazy because I've just done the opposite but I want gam…
05-12-2017 Dear ODAAT and Muststop - it's hard to say just how touched I was by your posts. They made me weep. …
05-12-2017 I failed, I'm back to day 0. Sorry Muststop, ODAAT and all the others that have tried to keep me on …
05-12-2017 I've just read my post and I sound like a drug addict that's just had a hit. I expect no one to beli…
04-12-2017 [quote=ODAAT]  I can categorically confirm I’ve gone the odd round or two with Mr Gamble, a parti…
03-12-2017 I'm here because it's gone midnight on Saturday night and I'm still registered to the casino site th…
02-12-2017 Hi Muststop - thanks for the JW quote - and with that line, my John Wayne is either a fake or he's t…
01-12-2017 About 8 hours after my last post, the urge hits again. It was a whopper. But I'm determined to work …
30-11-2017 Thanks ODAAT. I've just looked up the Himalayan salt lamps (on Amazon, the site the sells everything…
29-11-2017 Day 23.  Last night I did a bit of youtube watching of gambling streams - mainly losses rather than…
29-11-2017 [quote=Pozz27]  have done all my x mas shopping this morning, this time last year I would of tried …
28-11-2017 Hi Muststop - yes, I certainly remember the 50 days gamble free Christmas contract. It's just John W…
28-11-2017 [quote=Muststop123] Think my new hobby has become swearing at the television when casino/bingo/booki…
28-11-2017 Dear diary - Now that I’ve slept on the problem of why I shouldn’t go to the land casinos, I thi…
27-11-2017 Thanks Backontrack - the journey is going well! This is day 21 and I was wasting at least £200 per …
27-11-2017 [quote=Backontrack] ... the temptation to double my wages online is overbearing. [/quote] Resist tha…
27-11-2017 Hi Backontrack Thanks for posting in my diary and I'm glad it was some help. I guarantee every day w…
27-11-2017 Hi Muststop - congratulations on day 54! Your no nonsense attitude to gambling is such a tonic for m…
27-11-2017 Hi Kezwil Welcome to the site. I'm glad that it feels like a weight has been lifted. Since I stopped…
27-11-2017 Thanks Chris30z - the urge did beat a retreat and I'm glad to say I'm still proudly wearing my imagi…
27-11-2017 A huge congratulations on clocking up 26 days and self-excluding from the online bookies. Tomorrow, …
25-11-2017 Day 19.  Not many gambling urges today. Hardly any compared to previous days, and none of them stro…
24-11-2017 Well done Lisa-Bee with day 2! Putting up Xmas decorations sounds like pure heaven compared to slot …
24-11-2017 Thanks ODAAT and Muststop for posting (I'm sort of jealous of your meaningful usernames - I got mine…
24-11-2017 Thanks Ste_ven.  Yesterday, was not a good day. I don't understand myself - but I came dangerously …
24-11-2017 Hi whatami I've just read through your diary and sorry to read about the relapses - but it's clear t…
23-11-2017 The good news is it's Day 17. The bad news is that John Wayne cowboy gambler voice just won't shut u…
23-11-2017 [quote=Lisa-Bee] Money I can see and feel does seem like real money. It seems more tangible. Has any…
22-11-2017 Hi Muststop. Stick in there and don't go to hard on yourself about this. You are doing so so so so w…
22-11-2017 Thanks ODDAT - I shot the cowboy last night by listening to some music and doing a bit of work. Bein…
22-11-2017 Dear Diary - just hit by a massive urge to gamble. That cowboy gambler voice, making his midnight ap…
21-11-2017 Clocking in for day 15. Taking a break from work to write my diary. This would have been the other w…
20-11-2017 Welcome Kat - I'm sure you'll find this the perfect place to start a healthy gf life! I'm still a no…
20-11-2017 Thanks Marson for dropping into my diary and leaving a warning shot about joining another casino sit…
20-11-2017 Thanks Ste_ven - I'm more than happy to receive another dose of harsh reality from you. I did do the…
20-11-2017 [quote=Tommy86] One of the things I find really hard after losing is the thought process my brain go…

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Date Threads
23-10-2017 So glad I found this site.
23-10-2017 Time to start my diary ...