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Equinox

Member since:
18.10.2017

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Struggling to quit.
Last time I gambled 11 May 2018.

I haven't gambled for

40

days

Date Post
12-06-2018 Late last night I was working on my computer and got a real stupid urge to gamble online. It was fle…
12-06-2018 Hi Muststop123 I can see why this is tricky on many levels.  But my hand on heart advice would be …
08-06-2018 Thanks Ukds69.  I'm so glad I'm away from those tricky situations for a while. I really do want a n…
08-06-2018 Hi Ukds69 - I'm loving your attitute to kicking gambling and congratulations on clocking up 44 days.…
05-06-2018 Managed to stay gf.  I've made some big changes to my summer plans which will mean that a lot of th…
05-06-2018 I’m typing this on my iphone in a casino in the early hours. My lifesyle places me in these situat…
29-05-2018 Thank you Muststop123 and Ukds69.  I was ready to run like a chicken from this forum - just so tire…
25-05-2018 I'm in hiding buddy, pathetically licking my wounds.  I relapsed about 2 weeks ago. I was with a gr…
10-05-2018 Another week without gambling and very happy with the way things are going.  I'm sure the compulsio…
09-05-2018 Hi Ukds69 - I'm so glad your cat returned safely and I hope the operation proves to be a long-term s…
07-05-2018 Hi Ukds69 - I hope your cat makes a quick and safe return safe and gets the treatment she needs from…
06-05-2018 Hi Stephen - sorry to read about your relapse.  You've taken some knocks, but do keep the hope aliv…
04-05-2018 Hi Muststop123  - It's always a treat to read your diary entries - so clear-minded and determined.…
03-05-2018 After reading a helpful post in a recovery diary, it prompted me to register with GAMStop. I did the…
03-05-2018 [quote=YorkshireLad] I have signed up to GAMStop great website only took two minutes to sign up, it …
30-04-2018 I've just done a quick check of my day count and I'm now on 45 days gamble free.  I don't know what…
26-04-2018 Still working at clocking up some time between my last gamble and now. But I still don't trust mysel…
22-04-2018 Hi Muststop123 - In some ways I miss you being around so much, but in a much bigger way I'm happy th…
18-04-2018 Thank you Muststop123. As ever, a guiding light and a rock of support.   'it takes your money, mak…
17-04-2018 Day by day I'm feeling stronger. I know that gambling is bad for me and that's just what I need to k…
12-04-2018 I'm still fighting and have managed to steer clear of gambling. I've had no urges to repeat the last…
03-04-2018 Thanks ODAAT - I'm feeling much better about my relapse. I did flog myself over this one - but, pred…
02-04-2018 I'm not posting as much these days - It's still hard for me to write anything I genuinely believe or…
30-03-2018 PositiveAction - Sorry to read about your relapse. It's heartening to see you right back to fighting…
29-03-2018 Oh Muststop, buddy, I know it shouldn't matter but I was dreading you reading about my failure again…
27-03-2018 Back. Failed. 9 days gf.  Finding it hard to say anything of any value except I’m in it for the l…
11-03-2018 Five days have passed since my last post ... I didn't gamble and that's the main thing.  But I thi…
06-03-2018 Thanks Louis - you're dead right about breaking the pathways and I do have to accept that the though…
06-03-2018 Thanks ODAAT - that poem will follow me around now, I've pasted it to my phone notes and it will be …
05-03-2018 Dear Diary  I'm back three hours later and I've done a stupid Apple map search to the nearest casin…
05-03-2018 [quote=Lulubobs1966] Regrets are worthless, learning by them is priceless  [/quote] Hi Lulubobs1966…
05-03-2018 Thanks Muststop123 - it's always a boost to receive a post from you and thanks for keeping me in min…
05-03-2018 Thanks for posting in my diary Muststop123.  Late last night I dropped in your diary to leave a mes…
04-03-2018 Day 18 and still smarting from my relapse, but determined to give it my all.  I'm currently on one …
27-02-2018 Hi Stephen - I'm so grateful for your post. It's difficult for me to accurately communicate just how…
23-02-2018 Thanks Wilsy. That final paragraph of yours speaks heaps of truth. I appreciate the support and wise…
22-02-2018 Hi Wilsy - I just want to thank you for dropping into my diary. Your positivity was a big help.  I'…
22-02-2018 Thank you Lethe, Wilsy, CM3003 and ODAAT for dropping into my diary and offering support and advice.…
21-02-2018 Great work CM3003 notching up 88 days. I love popping into your diary to see the days and the money …
21-02-2018 Day 7 - I'm glad I've got a week between me and my losses.  Still feel back to square 1 as far as t…
20-02-2018 Day 6.  I'm still stinging from my relapse but long may that feeling continue.  I'm still trying t…
19-02-2018 Thanks again Wilsy for dropping in and giving me support. I appreciate it.  I've just dared to look…
19-02-2018 Day 5. I'm still smarting from all the bad stuff caused my dumb and greedy relaspe. But keping mysel…
18-02-2018 I let the team down with a relapse - now back to day 4. But I'm determined to beat this and keep the…
18-02-2018 Thanks Wilsy - I'm going to give it my all to break this habit. I've got no option really - I can se…
16-02-2018 Determined to keep on tackling this.  But still struggling to reconcile the fact that I gambled. At…
15-02-2018 Hi Winnerchickendinner - and welcome.  This seems like a good time for you to quit.  Your life see…
15-02-2018 Hi Stephen - Thanks for leaving a message of support in my diary. It helps to be reminded that this …
15-02-2018 Thanks Stephen. You're right about the only choice is putting the best foot forward and trying again…
15-02-2018 [quote=Equinox]  Gambling makes me feel so utterly selfish.  [/quote] I just saw that end line and…

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Date Threads
23-10-2017 So glad I found this site.
23-10-2017 Time to start my diary ...