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duncanmac

Member since:
26.01.2012

duncanmac's profile

I came to gamcare a broken man,for more than twenty years gambling progressively dominated my life,eventually driving me into a position where I sought to take my own life as a gift to my family.
I found help through GA and navigated to the forum the day after in search of a 'different' life.

I haven't gambled for

172

days

Date Post
11-12-2017 Morning diary. Monday again, 14 days until Christmas day, in previous years this would be a time of …
09-12-2017 Evening diary Well another week is at the weekend, I have had a busy week broken with the joy of sit…
04-12-2017 Morning diary. So yesterday didn't go to plan, fifteen minutes before the new head chef was due to s…
02-12-2017 Evening diary. So not been about the forum this week, I have had a busy week in the real world, caug…
25-11-2017 Evening diary. So another week comes to a close tomorrow, I did a late shift yesterday and rode the …
24-11-2017 Hays Welcome to the forum, I hope it helps you as much as it has me. Addiction doesn't do ultimatums…
23-11-2017 Evening diary. After a very productive day off yesterday I went in to work today and did the early s…
22-11-2017 Evening diary Today after reading Sandra's post I stopped to think about how precious life is and I …
22-11-2017 Evening diary. Just finished two more days work and a days rest tomorrow, I have to say I was rather…
20-11-2017 Hi worries I am a recovering compulsive gambler and what the others wrote is without doubt true,ther…
20-11-2017 Tommy. Fella welcome and I hope your journey is one that leads to an end in your destructive behavio…
19-11-2017 Ross Fella you have found a truly amazing place full of like minded people who share a common goal,t…
19-11-2017 Stephen Fella don't be too hard on yourself, I have seen far too many good people just disappear fro…
19-11-2017 Evening diary. Paulds always good to hear from you my friend. So another working week drawn to a clo…
19-11-2017 Paulds Fella thanks for popping by my thread I am truly humbled by your kind words. I haven't counte…
18-11-2017 Afternoon diary On the train to work a short shift today, got to spend a few hours with my beloved, …
18-11-2017 Morning diary Flagg fella there was one huge elephant in my room and that was honesty,without it I j…
15-11-2017 Morning diary. So a day off today, I got up earlier and took my beloved hounds out and we played wit…
14-11-2017 Morning dear diary On the train to work, yesterday I cycled the 30 mile round trip to save the six p…
14-11-2017 Flagg. Fella I would say it's good to see you back but it's not because I believed you were one who …
14-11-2017 Wilsy Fella this is the fallout of our actions and my advice stand up and take it on the chin. How f…
12-11-2017 Morning diary. Thanks for your kind words all of you, they mean a great deal. This forum has brought…
09-11-2017 Evening diary. So an evening off,a nice supper with my beloved wife and then a quick walk with the h…
08-11-2017 Evening diary. Rainman,wilsy a blast from the past!!! You are both in the right place,this forum has…
29-10-2017 Evening diary  Well what a way to spend a Sunday my first off in a while, the lost hour truly lost …
29-10-2017 What's wrong  Fella never apologise, there's no right or wrong way to do this, it has to be a journ…
29-10-2017 Deano  Fella thanks for the support you offered upon my thread it humbled me greatly.  I have enjo…
29-10-2017 Kelly  My dear friend you are upon the right road, that's plain to see, the adage that to truly rec…
29-10-2017 What's wrong  Fella welcome to the forum, a place full of like minded folk who have a wealth of kno…
28-10-2017 Evening diary Today I was reminded of how fragile life is, Sarah and I went to our best friends to d…
26-10-2017 Evening diary.  Another day spent with the folk I hold dearest and my beloved hounds,  today I got…
26-10-2017 Freda  I have read your diary for a long time now, I have taken a great more from it than I have co…
25-10-2017 Evening diary.  Sue good to hear from you, a great shame that addiction has still played a destruct…
19-10-2017 Smashed. In reply to your post fella I happily write here,as I have said it is a great place for me …
19-10-2017 Paul Fella I lived with that tortured mind for more than twenty years,the abject feeling of worthles…
19-10-2017 Evening diary. Smashed thanks for the ongoing support I write to free my mind of it's thoughts,I fee…
17-10-2017 Morning diary Thanks for the support fellas I have been here for over five years now, twice in those…
14-10-2017 Evening diary So the chemist found me some medication I could take and I have duly done so,it abated…
13-10-2017 Morning diary. Thanks Kelly, I am feeling much worse today lol, my bones ache,my teeth have gone all…
13-10-2017 Dear diary. Well last night I developed a sore throat riding home, I woke up this morning feeling te…
10-10-2017 Dear diary. Today is world mental health day, something very close to my heart,to anyone who suffers…
10-10-2017 Evening diary. Markman the last time I spoke to Keith he had moved off the island but unfortunately …
10-10-2017 Helpless. There is another way my friend,cut off the source, get a savings account without a debit c…
10-10-2017 Morning diary. Thanks Wentworth I had a good day, wholly surprised by the actions of our three amazi…
09-10-2017 Morning diary. Paul thanks for popping by fella,I have taken your words on board. So I had a very ho…
07-10-2017 Morning diary. Amazing what a good few hours sleep can gift,I fulfilled my promise and watched the h…
06-10-2017 Evening diary. Well what a busy week and still two crazy long days of hours to go. Today is the firs…
03-10-2017 Evening diary. My hand is on the mend,I have redressed it and it's healing nicely,I will visit the h…
03-10-2017 Norman Welcome to recovery, fella 101 days ago I set out to take my own life,I understand fully what…
01-10-2017 Evening diary. Home after another eighty hour week, my hand is tremendously sore tonight,I have re d…

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