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duncanmac

Member since:
26.01.2012

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I came to gamcare a broken man,for more than twenty years gambling progressively dominated my life,eventually driving me into a position where I sought to take my own life as a gift to my family.
I found help through GA and navigated to the forum the day after in search of a 'different' life.

I haven't gambled for

394

days

Date Post
15-07-2018 Evening diary. So I am sat in my garden with my wife, hounds and a smoking bbq. I have worked hard f…
13-07-2018 Dear diary. Paulds, Markman fellas we have been around this forum for a good few years, we have seen…
03-07-2018 Hi. I don't post on many threads anymore but I read a great deal. Your thread struck a cord this mor…
03-07-2018 Morning dear diary My dear friend its been an eventful few days, on Saturday night I slipped whilst …
28-06-2018 Morning diary Thanks blue screen, Stephen for your kind words they are truly humbling. So I processe…
23-06-2018 Dear diary. Markman fella your words humble me greatly, we have been on this journey side by side fo…
21-06-2018 Morning diary Cardhue thanks for popping by, you have been here a while and talk a great deal of sen…
18-06-2018 Morning diary Balance and little miss lost I am truly humbled by your kind words, I believe that thr…
16-06-2018 Boro. Fella I used to want to get even with Sarah's family, because every person who walks this worl…
16-06-2018 Evening diary. So I opened up to a GP, Dr wilcox, he sat listening intently, no feelings of judgemen…
16-06-2018 Morning diary. Following on, I was sectioned under the mental health act as a danger to myself, I wa…
15-06-2018 Morning diary. So 51 weeks ago today I gambled, I had put myself in to a position mentally were I ha…
13-06-2018 Evening dearest diary. Well my dear friend it is ten days until I can look back at a calendar year w…
09-06-2018 Morning dear diary. On the train station waiting for the train to spend a day at the stove, inwardly…
07-06-2018 Morning dear diary. My old friend life has been a revolving cycle for the past few days, I know that…
02-06-2018 Afternoon diary. Well on a five and a half hour train journey back home, a wonderful few days spent …
01-06-2018 Morning dear diary. No gambling, no stress, no fear, no desire to run away today. To watch the hound…
22-05-2018 Morning dear diary. Joan lovely to hear from you, you can hijack my thread any time you like, commun…
21-05-2018 Dear diary. Boro, thanks for popping by but I implore you to re read your post, in two hours you wil…
18-05-2018 Evening diary. My dear friend today an elephant walked into the room. Someone will no doubt be patti…
15-05-2018 Evening diary. Markman fella thanks for the kind words I do believe that there is always a way, for …
14-05-2018 Morning diary. Well a week closed off yesterday, one which tested my resolve to see through the s#@h…
11-05-2018 Evening dear friend. So today the news was dominated by the news that a talented musician had taken …
10-05-2018 Evening diary. My dear friend I have neglected you for that I am sorry. Why have I neglected you?? P…
01-05-2018 Evening diary. My dear friend Joan thanks for popping by, it has been a long road we have walked sid…
27-04-2018 Sa Fella I am stood by your side my friend,I walked in those shoes. My advice pick up the phone ever…
26-04-2018 Evening diary. Just in from work another good day at the stove which got me thinking. It's a great w…
25-04-2018 Morning diary. Yesterday I laboured and today I am back at the stove for the next three days, then o…
23-04-2018 Morning diary. Thanks so much for all you kind words, they really do mean a great deal, they truly f…
19-04-2018 Dear diary 300 days since I came back to write my deepest inner thoughts,to lift the rocks that stoo…
16-04-2018 Sa Fella keep hanging on to whatever it is that keeps you finding the will. My friend I stole to sur…
16-04-2018 Morning diary. Well nice to wake up to warmer weather it without doubt helps with my joints, not the…
15-04-2018 Evening diary. Another long day done and dusted. We were busy,the sun shone and folk came out and sp…
14-04-2018 Morning diary So today is the national I was asked if I wanted to play the sweepstake at work I decl…
13-04-2018 Evening diary Just in from a long day at the stove, I am without doubt in the work groove at the min…
11-04-2018 Evening diary. Well just in from a day at the stove, managed to get a couple of hours break this aft…
10-04-2018 Dear diary. Thanks Paul,for me fella there never rambles or random,we connect and I like that, you c…
10-04-2018 Evening diary. Just on the train home, double day today, labouring all day and cooked tonight, I got…
09-04-2018 Evening diary. Well just in from an evening shift at the stove,my day off turned into half a day off…
09-04-2018 Dear diary. Paul fella I can see it what you are saying and I have this to say If the fella was or i…
09-04-2018 Morning diary. Thanks for all your comments, it means a great deal that folk take the time to share.…
08-04-2018 Dear diary. Today again the actions of another have had a significant impact upon my life. The chef …
07-04-2018 Morning diary. Paul fella better to ramble than gamble my friend. So I wanted to be at work an hour …
05-04-2018 Evening diary. A good day today, this morning I was up with the larks and walked the hounds then we …
04-04-2018 Afternoon diary Just in from a second days labouring, decided not to have any time off as again the …
02-04-2018 Afternoon diary Anon your words humble me deeply. Well that was a brutal working weekend, over forty…
30-03-2018 Morning diary. Well my old friend yesterday turned into a double day, labouring in the morning and a…
28-03-2018 Morning diary. Up with the larks this morning, Mr blue is still being tormented by the neighbours pe…
28-03-2018 Joan. Put it out there my friend, you will I believe take something from doing so. Life is no bed of…
28-03-2018 Markman Fella well done on reaching your half century, for me you should be shouting from the roofto…

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