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brewster180

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05.07.2015

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25-05-2018 Week 18 of my recovery This week has whizzed by and work has been full on. Occupying my mind with wo…
20-05-2018 Week 17 in my recovery Work is so busy that I'm getting no time to think about anything else. When I…
12-05-2018 Week 16 in my recovery Started my new role and I've had absolutely no thoughts about gambling. My he…
29-04-2018 Week 15 in my recovery The gamcare session on urges and cravings was really good and gave a few ways…
23-04-2018 Week 14 in recovery Fall out continues after my latest and final admission on monies owed. Wish I'd …
20-04-2018 Week 13 in my recovery Its all blown up again. When in Jan the family found out about how much I had…
17-04-2018 Week 12 into my recovery Had a good session with the gamcare counsellor which covered the topics of …
04-04-2018 Week 10 into my recovery The 2nd session on gamcare was good. We discussed the various reasons why p…
26-03-2018 Week 9 into my recovery Have my gamcare session tonight and we are going to focus on reasons for gam…
26-03-2018 Thanks Harry. Its good we support each other with comments as gives you a feeling that your not on y…
20-03-2018 Week 8 into my recovery Had my first meeting online yesterday with Gamcare and think the structured …
13-03-2018 Week 7 into my recovery and update on what I've been up to since last post I've received my date for…
08-03-2018 Been keeping busy since my last post but my last one seems to have dissapeared off here. Read the ar…
28-02-2018 Hi sjwsjw Thanks for your note. I think you are right about the talking part and I do that a lot mor…
28-02-2018 I've had a busy week since my last post. Had my 1st session with the counsellor at Gamcare and good …
18-02-2018 Hi Rich Just read your post and can fully appreciate everything you've been through. Even spending t…
18-02-2018 Hi Dan Just read your post and I to went gamble free but came off the wagon. The key to your recover…
18-02-2018 Have kept busy since my last post. On my recovery my brother has been a stalwart and constantly on m…
13-02-2018 Latest update : Had a good heart to heart over weekedn with certain family members and have an actio…
08-02-2018 I've now arranged a sessions with the counsellor from Gamcare and have that on 20th of this month. T…
04-02-2018 I've been thinking more about what I've done today and I cannot comprehend that I've relapsed the wa…
04-02-2018 Constantly thinking why this has happened again and think about the life I did have and could be hav…
02-02-2018 Just read this article as trying to combat the urges and it's extremely useful on what techniques to…
02-02-2018 Thanks Sunshine for your words of support. It's going to be tough as I've let everyone down who supp…
31-01-2018 Hi all Cannot believe I'm writing this but I've relapsed again and done exactly what I did originall…
13-10-2015 Day 110 of recovery The recovery is continuing to go well and keeping extremely busy with work has b…
27-09-2015 Day 86 of recovery No thoughts or urges enter my mind and I feel so much better for it. I've been ke…
09-09-2015 Day 69 Apologies for not updating my blog. I've been attending my GA sessions and talking to family …
17-08-2015 Day 47 Mixed feelings today. I thought getting a job and starting to be positive in fixing things wi…
15-08-2015 Day 45 Finished my 1st week and being busy and active at work has been good and kept my mind active …
14-08-2015 Day 44 Week has gone fast and successfully completed another week without even thinking of a bet. St…
12-08-2015 Day 42 Good day yesterday at work and really looking forward to the challenge and opportinites. So m…
11-08-2015 Day 41 Thanks Suzanne. Been a good few days keeping busy and taking each day as it comes. Starting w…
06-08-2015 Day 36 It's been a quieter last few days and things more settled at home. Started new job yesterday …
04-08-2015 Hi Suzanne Thanks for your comments. You are completely right and this is a huge episode for my wife…
03-08-2015 Day 34 Horrid weekend had. My wife understandably was upset with me and it all came out over weekend…
01-08-2015 Day 32 Had a good productive week and got the job situation sorted yesterday. So happy that is all s…
30-07-2015 Day 30 of recovery Been a long month but so glad I've had no urges to gamble and don't feel the need…
29-07-2015 Hi Things from a work perspective are coming together now. My fortunes seems to have changed since I…
28-07-2015 Hi Good day overall yesterday. Full of activity. Spent the morning clearing the garage with my daugh…
27-07-2015 Thanks Daz. You are completely right and I have accept and embrace my surroundings. On Saturday thin…
25-07-2015 Thanks Suzanne for inspiring words. Keeping positive and moving forward little by little is progress…
22-07-2015 Update Went and had my interview for 1st job yesterday and went well. Should find out early next wee…
21-07-2015 Update Spent the weekend at my brothers as kids were staying over for the week with their cousins. G…
19-07-2015 Update Bit of a difficult day yesterday mentally. Was feeling extremely low all day and my wife did …
17-07-2015 Hi Suzanne Thanks for your extremely kind and moral boosting words. Reading what you have written ha…
17-07-2015 Update Had a good day yesterday. Finished doing a financial summary of our incomings / outgoings for…
16-07-2015 Update  Good day yesterday and spent most day with my wife trying to get things sorted on banks, ca…
15-07-2015 Thanks Deirdre. We will look into what you have reccomended bit we have detailed a plan of how we ca…
10-07-2015 HI Dalby Im so glad you did tell your family as they will help you through this. Be prepared to take…

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