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adam123

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09.06.2015

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Well today is 09/07/17 and I marked that day by self excluding from all uk casinos for six months. I now cant gamble online, in bookies or in casinos horray. I feel very proud of what I have done its not been easy to admit I have a problem that needs to resort to such measures but I know now I cant gamble through any of these methods. 23/12/17 is the day I stopped for good. Ive been on here for over two years now, ive changed jobs, bought a flat, gone through many hobbies, life is continuing, its going by quickly however my gambling is still a big part of my life. Its time to change, 2018 will hopefully see the gambling side change for good, it will see me meet new people, see new things, visit new places, and spend my money wisely. Update 2/02/18 one whole calender month gone by without being in a pub, gambling one penny or drinking any alcohol. Really gone quickly ive been at home or in the gym most of the time as been off work sick mental health issues. But keeping the exercise up is my new goal along with no pubs and no alcohol. Update 03/03/18 been to a pub now a couple of times, no alcohol tho, was a tough one, one I'm not going to do again, here's to a new life. Well hee I am I've made it to 100 days now and boy do I feel a lot better, onwards and upwards. Monthly update, ive stumbled on 119 days, very minor slip up twenty pounds and straight back on the gf bike after. Back to double figures 01/05/18.

I haven't gambled for

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Date Post
23-08-2016 A ​ …
22-08-2016 T ​ …
16-08-2016 ​what do I want to do every evening ? Relax.......that sounds good to me …
16-08-2016 So day two successfully completed, no poker and no gambling. What do I want at the mo ? I don't know…
16-08-2016 On my lunch day 2 very sunny ​ …
15-08-2016 so here I am in day one, doesn't feel like day one as I've been battling now for a year. Once spend …
15-08-2016 Hi id like to join in, I'm on day one and hoping to get to the new year without a bet. ​ …
14-08-2016 ​I have a really good job now and have weekends off now which is nice. I will start to look for ot…
14-08-2016 In a way I had a really good weekend I just wish I could gave a reaally good weekend without doing a…
14-08-2016 Right so I'm back to square one, day one tomo, I'm going to write every day. I spent 131 pounds from…
11-08-2016 Cheers deano, good news todays got offered a full time contract at the hospital happy days, gonna go…
10-08-2016 yesterday was day one and I succeeded, today is day two and I succeeded​ …
09-08-2016 With bigger stakes, I get excited every week about playing go then come back thinking not going next…
09-08-2016 I have a problem, I admit it I'm addicted to poker, all I can think about is poker, whens my next ga…
09-08-2016 Cheers for the post Oldham going ​to have a think …
08-08-2016 Feeling really down, lost six pounds on fruit machine today, felt tired at work, didn't feel myself,…
08-08-2016 I have just read the post on his diary saying he should be sectioned, I have suffered from mental il…
07-08-2016 So update on this week, week going fine then Friday night put three pounds and sat put one pound in …
04-08-2016 ​day two and alls good, gonna put ten pounds a week in a savings account and savs for a long holid…
04-08-2016 Well done ​ …
03-08-2016 ​first lets see if I can stop playing fruit machines like smoking weed lets see if I can do march.…
03-08-2016 things I can possibly change are playing on fruit machines, drinking in pubs, smoking, poker nights,…
03-08-2016 Need to get back to being myself a normal hard working, friendly person who enjoys life. Need to sto…
03-08-2016 Hello again. Bit of an update last night I played on fruit machine. Fifteen pounds. Today is day one…
26-07-2016 ​hi, I too love poker and have played online for ten years and lost thousands. Ive now given up on…
18-07-2016 Seven days today ​ …
15-07-2016 Four days free of gambling ​ …
12-07-2016 Ive stopped going to casino, ive stopped online, ive stopped bookies, this week I'm staying in and s…
12-07-2016 Next entry read my diary and its just attempt after attempt to change my ways actions speak louder t…
10-07-2016 Yep I'm always thinking to myself when out at the pub that's four pound for a drink, 12 pound for a …
26-06-2016 Think ill carry on with my original diary ​ …
25-06-2016 Been playing on fruities a bit not too much lost a tenner last night. Saving fifty four by not going…
19-06-2016 I'm going to try a change this week and do no gambling on lunch I'm gonna have lunch and a ciggy and…
14-06-2016 Spending five thousand in six months or thirty k in three years is not manageable and as ur on twent…
14-06-2016 Spending five thousand in six months or thirty k in three years is not manageable and as ur on twent…
14-06-2016 I wish u luck toad. Keep swimming against the currentmany like myself don't manage abstinence from f…
14-06-2016 I wish u luck toad. Keep swimming against the currentmany like myself don't manage abstinence from f…
12-06-2016 So an update, not gambled since Thursday, smoke all the time, not been going to the gym so gonna can…
06-06-2016 And if there not the right choices make sure u have that rainy day money for paying your mortgage. H…
06-06-2016 Hi toad I have a similar diary to urs with countless day ones, however the difference with urs is pe…
01-06-2016 One of my colleagues at work is going on holiday abroad and I asked if they could buy me some ciggie…
31-05-2016 Horray ​ …
31-05-2016 Ur bang on correct its really hard without blocks in place , blocks let u know it cant happen ​ …
31-05-2016 ​well done …
31-05-2016 I agree supply and demand. I would like to see no adverts like tobacco tho as gambling is definitely…
31-05-2016 On Thursday I will have lasted one week. ​ …
31-05-2016 So its all about small achievable goals with me, I usually once a month give myself unachievable goa…
22-05-2016 ​so that's 20x8x4 equals640 shouldn't be much tax on that so take home 550rent three hundred, gym …
22-05-2016 I usually have these moments of clarity then a week later go back to my old ways. I might give up th…
22-05-2016 I have four ciggerettes left and going to smoke them as a last resort if I have to but going to go w…

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